fluuuuuuu

i found out y i've been feeling so extremely drained... i have the flu. oh joy -_-"
watery eyes and a red itchy nose, a pretty sight it does NOT make :(
plus all those annoying zits popping up all over my face like there's no tomorrow

i read something recently and how i wished it was for me... is it for me? *keeps fingers crossed*
but ah... my confidence has slipped so much after countless times of asking if it were for me, only to be told it wasnt -_-"

damn lazy to upload the china pics la... =p
soon, soon ok? sorry! =p
my home comp is seriously extremely annoying to use. i'll try to find a day to bring my laptop to coffee bean or somewhere to use the wireless.

sometimes i feel like im leading 2 lives. one in west malaysia and one in the east. coz the sets of frens that i have in both places are so separate and completely unintertwined. my kdu frens miss me! *super perasan* ok fine la, only jeannie sed she misses me. =p i miss u guys too. (cue to "awww...") =p

kenny sia is on tv now... on the show "deal or no deal". goodness... he definitely wasnt joking when he said the sum he won was tiny. he has got to be the unluckiest player ever on the show! he steadily opened all the cases with huge sums in it, leaving himself with cases which amounted to like err... 0.10cents -_-"
but its very funny to watch him open all the cases and they are big amounts. =p
poor guy... =p

john n i were debating for so long whether or not to go to bing (coz its 9.10pm now, and my curfew is 11pm and we were trying to decide if it were worth it to even leave the house =p), and we finally decided to go. LOL~
so bye~

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i just finished sorting out all the pics *phew! wipes sweat from forehead*

there are about 50 pics taken on the arrival evening alone -_-"
will post them up when i feel super free and rajin. lol~

i ran out of memory space for pictures by the 1st evening (the evening we arrived does not count), luckily my dad brought his pendrive and there was a com available in the hotel. so i transferred the pics to his pendrive. but i ran outta space again the nxt evening -_-"
so the nxt day, i went and got myself a new memory card. 1gb as compared to my old one which was 512mb. i got it for $90 renminbi so that makes it about RM45. expensive or cheap? i have no idea, i dont usually buy IT stuff =p

i've been so so tired ever since the trip. but then again, maybe it was partly coz i went swimming today and was out the whole day yesterday. lol~
my mum wants me to follow her to church tml morning. *sigh*
that means i'll have to wake up early.
ok fine, so my mum's church starts at 10am which is possibly the latest morning mass in kuching, but waking up at 9am on a holiday is crazy for me!

oh ya, another reason i havent immediately posted up all the pics from my trip is coz i feel fugly :(
even one as narcissistic me cant feel pretty when the zits come out to play. i also looked kinda pale and chubby :(
*sigh sigh*

btw, did i mention that i went on the trip with 3 senior citizens, 2 parents and a brother? my bad, there were only 2 senior citizens, the other one was a middle aged man. confused? ok maybe it'll be clearer this way... i went with my parents, bro n grandma. my grandma brought her fren along n my grandma's fren brought her son. so that made 7 of us.
i didnt really like my grandma's fren nor her son, so that kinda affected my mood the whole trip. :(
even my normally tolerant bro didnt like her son. and my bro is very tolerant ok! i would know coz i've tested his limits enough. =p
besides that, im very impatient with old folk who expect to be respected merely because they are older. i generally am polite and respectful towards the elderly, but if they are completely irrational and stubborn... gawd, i just cant help talking back. especially when they just refuse to admit that they are wrong. grr... so to avoid such a situation from arising and making the rest of the trip awkward, i avoided both mother n son and ignored them the best that i could. and refraining from talking back is very draining indeed for me. =p
now i sound like such a rude person -_-"

an upset amy is not a very nice amy to behold.

air hockey n daytona

i went out for the whole day today. *tired*

i wanna go swimming tml!

i have a new resolution which is to swim everyday for the rest of the month coz i gained weight while i was in kl :(
however, being the genius that i am, i forgot to bring my swimsuit back AGAIN so i'll have to use my mum's again -_-"

i havent had the opportunity to sort thru my photos, but i'll start posting them up when i do. =p

the air in china is super polluted... all my pimples came out to play :(
why am i still plagued with adolescent problems like pimples?! *sigh*

anyway, as i said, i went out today. i was rudely awakened from my slumber by JOHN at noon. then he n tian hui got super lost looking for my house picked me up n we went to pick chris up. then we met up with kelvin, gabe n smelly jo at jade pot.
we hung around having lunch and chatting then we kinda got split up, so JOHN, chris, tian n i went to tun jugah where chris had his sushi, then we ended up at the hock lee arcade playing air hockey n daytona. LOL~
then we moved to scorpion n played pool.
then we met up again with the rest after dinner n hung around again.
today was so fun! i felt like a kid again in the arcade. lol~
i wanna thank JOHN for driving us around all day.

someone complained that i nvr mention them on my blog. guess who it was! =p

ps: now that im using my hse comp again, it means that i wont be able to reply in my chatterbox. sorry!

back!!!

im back!!!

i've got loads of pics to sort out and categorize, so i wont be posting everything up at one go. especially since i mite be going out alot now that im back :D

*ahem* kuchingnites, call me out already! lol~

on another note, the long car rides and aeroplane time spent alone with my thoughts havent been doing me much good. thinking bout stuff gets me emo. -_-"
i think on reflection, this has been the worst year of my life. lots and lots of failures, and i still dont know my direction in life. *sigh*

anyways, juz to let ya'll know that im back, so watch this space for updates! :D

newton hotel

hey!!! im using the computer at my hotel... actually i relli wanna bathe n sleep, but my dad made me come down with him to transfer photos so here i am, waiting for them to transfer!

thank god there's a com here tho, coz my memory card ran outta space. =p

nevertheless, i din get to take as made camwhoring pics as i wanted to coz 3 senior citizens, 2 parents and a brother dont relli make for great camwhoring companions. lol~ but... i shall preservere! muahaha~

for the girls, got loads of leng zhais!!! but too bad each of them has their arm around a girl. -_-"

my dad is looking over my shoulder n calling this a gossip column. -_-" gtg!

mite update again when i get to a com!

just popping in...

hey hey,
missed me much? ;)

so sorry for the lack of updates!

after my exams yesterday, i had lunch with my frens then rushed home to pack. then my fren arrived n sent me to the airport.

i didnt make it :(
missed a flight.
thank god my fren hadnt left! i had to borrow $200 to buy a ticket on the spot. *paiseh*
then the flight that i bought the ticket of was delayed. twice.
was so exhauted by the time i reached home.

and today... im going to china!
*excited*

so err... i guess there wont be any updates for anothr week.
hehe~
BUT after that, they will be a hell lot of pics! i promise!

try not to miss me too much! ;)

gross!

so u think i've been exaggerating all this while about how disgusting my housemates can get?

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so u think they're really not all that gross?

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well my dears, u might consider revising that thought...

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have a look at what i found in an unwashed cup by the sink...

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btw, thats a dead spider nxt to the dead cockroach

crash n burn

on the ground she lay, a mangled mess.


for those whom are more thick and need an explanation to what i just wrote, i was describing my 1st paper.

bye?

i just might be going on a hiatus for about a week.
see if i can tahan. LOL~

shud have studied like insane today, but i just didnt feel the pressure.

i woke up at 11, had lunch, surfed blogs then took a nap till 7pm. thats like nearly the whole day wasted! :S

owh well... i guess dats all for now. i've got loads of random pics to post up, but maybe i'll do that on wednesday. we'll see ;)


who knows, maybe i wont be able to tahan at all and there even be any hiatus.
somehow, i feel that that would be all too possible -_-"

swan lake

so freaking amazing!!!

makes me wanna take up ballet all over again! and actually practice at home this time *swoons*