one housemate

so far i've had a few housemates but now i only have one n she's sharing the adjoining bathroom with me.

this is her stuff. do u notice anything odd? look again

noticed it yet? she has 3 shampoos!!?? and this is my stuff..

hehe...

wanker

from kdu to my house, i have to walk thru a residential area, then a row of shops then another residential area. as i was walking in the last street b4 my house, a car drew up beside me n opened its window. the guy inside asked me in cantonese "have u used it b4?" i was confused as i initially tot he had juz wanted to ask directions so i stared at him n continued walking. then he asked again. at about dis point i realised he was doin sth wif his other hand n i looked into the car. he was wanking! i was so shocked n several things ran thru my mind at dat point. the main question was wad shud i do??? i considered reaching into my bag to pull the alarm dat i had put in recently, then a more obvious idea hit me. scream!! lol~ so i screamed n he sped away. after dat sum ppl looked out of their houses n an old lady asked me wad happened. i told her i saw a flasher. her son asked me if i got the car plate number... i din. i was too shocked. all i rmbr is dat the car was brown n the guy was probably in his late twenties. at dat time i was so traumatised, tears juz flowed from my eyes. on reflection its probably more from the feeling of extreme helplessness rather than from actually seeing the flashers dick. after the bout of tears, came the anger. anger dat i didnt do ath about it. but at dat time i was to shocked to react. so if i ever see the wanker again, im so gonna get out my keys n scratch his car! then as he drives away im gonna memorise his car plate num. and report him to the police!!

lazy eye

dis is a relli belated post... hehe..
i've always suspected dat i have a lazy eye... which wud explain y my eye degrees r 1oo degrees apart. like one is 800 the other is 700.
but ive only juz confirmed it last tues.
wad happened was i was relli groggy after waking up n the nite b4 i had rubbed my eyes n i wanted to check if they were red. so i stumbled into the loo n looked at my left eye 1st. it was fine. then i looked at my right eye.. n dis is when the relli freaky thing happened~ my left eye was looking at my right eye, but my right eye slowly rolled towards the right.... it was like in a horror movie... imagine one eye looking at ur other eye which is slowly rolling towards the other way... hahah
so after like 18 yrs i finally am able to confirm dat i have a lazy eye!
lol~ dats all for now!

miserable

im now studying at kdu... im staying at a house which is 15 mins walk away from the college. sth like 'my place' to carrefour. the house which im staying at is totally empty save for me. there's only one other girl renting it currently, but her course doesnt start till feb so she's not comin till then. im like so extremely lonely... i have no human companionship at home. once college is over, i go home to an empty house. the only kind of communication dat i will have wif the outside world is thru the tv n hp. dis is so incredibly sad! i wish dis area was more like subang where all the shops were juz rite opposite the sch. here, the shops are about 5 mins walk from the college, n 10 mins walk from my house. i dunno wad to do each day after sch... i cant leave the house after 8 coz it'll be dark n i have no1 to walk wif. i've nvr felt so alone in my life. last yr i din feel home sick at all coz i had frens living wif me, then i had charles.... dis yr i have no1. the only frens i have r in college n once classes r over im all alone. i cant emphasize enuf juz how alone i feel... i mite even go into depression over dis. i relli hope sum1 moves in soon. i'll go crazy if i have to endure dis for even a few more weeks. once sum1 moves in i'll be able to have company n also install an internet line. thus i wont be so bored n lonely anymo. i'll even be able to go out n have dinner. dats if the new tenant is frenly...
wad cud have been so wonderful is now so crappy... i had high hopes for dis yr... dat goes to show dat one shud nvr hope for too much :'(
anyway, i havent had any classes yet. the past 3 days have been mainly orientation. gonna start nxt week. i hope everything will turn out all rite in awhile. i have a few ex-classmates from taylors in my class. caroline n firdaus. i dun tok to firdaus n i hope carol n i will be good buddies so dat i have at least sum1 in college dat i can tok to.
i juz found out sth shocking yesterday. i felt soo betrayed by it... i mean i always considered dis person a good fren, n to find out dat dis person actually went around my back last yr telling ppl bad stuff about me n thus making it difficult to make frens last yr.... its relli painful.. i nvr expected him to turn out to be a backstabber after all these yrs dat we were frens. i'll have to be more careful about him...
i guess dats all for now. will probably blog more often if a tenant moves in and i get an internet line.

stay

everything was so perfect. now its like a dream dats shattering before me n i cant do anything to prevent the disaster. i feel so disappointed. so terribly extremely disappointed. there's a saying dat disappointment is a bitter pill... or is it failure? wadever...they're both bitter anyway. i also feel betrayed... i cant ask him to stay if there's better things ahead for him... its his future. i juz wish things wud be the way i envisioned it. i dunno wad i wan. i enrolled there to be in the same place as him. now he tells me he's goin sumwhere else to study. then wad about me? im gonna be alone. poor sad lonely friendless me. there's honestly noone i noe there. how cud he juz leave me there... but it'll be selfish to make him stay. his parents wan him to go coz he'll get a better education there. my parents cant afford to send me directly there. i'll have to do twinning. i wan him to stay. i wan him to rebel against his parents wishes. yes, i noe im selfish. but who isnt? y does he always have to obey them? cant he fight back? but i dun tink he will.... he's smarter than dat.... he noes its for his own good. argh! i noe its not his fault... will we still be together? if he leaves i tink we wont be able to defeat the distance. it'll be over. maybe it nvr even began. he doesnt believe in long distance relationships......... i dun tink i do either. i need presence, a physical being, not words or pics.

goin dutch

according to wikipedia: Going Dutch is a slang term that means that each person eating at a restaurant or paying admission for entertainment pays for himself or herself, rather than one person paying for everyone. It is also called Dutch date or Dutch treat.

smewlie n i have developed a version of going dutch. when the time comes to pay, we both pay but with varying amounts and the amout having nth to do with the amount we individually spent. haha... confused? im not good at explaining stuff... hehe. its sth like if the bill says $32.80 then he takes out a $50 n i produce $2.80. then he keeps the change. lol~ sounds unfair? sumtimes we reverse roles depending on who has what. i like to think of it as symbiosis. but sumhow i always get the feeling that he eventually ends up paying more on the long run... bluek!
i hereby resolve to start paying the big notes! hehe~

btw, im gonna post the prom pics as soon as i've uploaded everything. so far i've only got post prom pics so i wont be posting it up just yet.

smewlie

smewlie is back in kch... i've still got one more paper to go..accounts! i seriously tink the subject wud be way easier wif the rite teacher. but i've said dat b4. so nvm. i admit she's not 100% to blame for my results. its partly my fault for not having enuf patience wif her idoicy. so i conclude dat she is 90% to blame. anyway, she's not important to me. but smewlie is... n he's not here!!! wad a dumbbuttock!
he went back for his sis's wedding. then he was so bored, he kept msging me. lol~ i dunno when he's coming back. nor does he. but he's definitely coming back for prom tho. im so bored wif him not around... now there's noone to save me fron jo's nagging! haha... she's taken over my mum's role in nagging me to study. i noe she has good intentions... but im beter off left to my on devices. =p
*sigh* i miss my dumbbuttock. he was supposed to take me shopping... but dat'll have to wait until he's back. i gave him a bouquet of flowers the day b4 he left. they're now in my care. dumbbuttocks is supposed to be the one caring for them! rarw! haha... part of the reason i gave him flowers is to confirm if (as some say) guys relli like receiving flowers. apparently they dun. lol~ the tortoises r wif me too... his tortoise is evil! its so much bigger than mine! like twice its size. n to tink it used to be smaller! its been eating all my tortoise's food! humph! big bully!!!
on another note.... i cant wait till prom! its the day after my exams! i cant wait to see every1 all dressed up n having fun. i got myself a black dress. i relli wanted a white 1 tho... i juz love white dresses... they make 1 look so pure n nice... contrary to wad ppl say, i find dat its very flatttering... if the cutting is good dat is. but i looked n looked n i juz cudnt find the perfect white dress dat was within budget. so in the end i settled for a black 1. i bet most of the girls r gonna turn up in black too... *sigh* how commonplace. owh well... at least i tink my dress looks rather special. hehe~ if im not too lazy i'll post up some prom pics. i guess dats all for now...

lefties

if we use the opposite side of our brains to our hands, only left handers are in their right mind. =p
i read dat in the myc mag. hahaha... isnt word for word tho... i forgot the exact wording, but u catch my gist. ;)

sicko

there's this guy in my class who is seriously deprived. lets call him alvin. :) recently he's gone n gotten himself a gf. his 1st. they have only been together 3mths n he has begun to display some very disturbing signs.

1) he keeps talking about how he will be able to satisfy her in bed.
hello?? even if they were up to any extracurricullar activities, he doesnt have to broadcast it to the world! u see, the girl is better than him in many ways, most of them academic. so the other day when the other guys mentioned dat fact, he said at least he will be able to satisfy her in bed. u knot imagine how grossed out i was to hear dat. its not dat im squeamish around the topic of sex, its just... well lets juz say he ought to take a look in the mirror b4 he says dat.

2) he asked another fren if he knew wad a girls neck tasted like.
ok, maybe dats juz a regular guy to guy question, but somehow it sounds wrong. very wrong.

3) he asked me wad oral sex was.
wth!! as if he din noe! but i have a feeling he asked me dat on purpose coz every time he brings up implications of sex i get all disgusted. but its not the topic itself! its so the person! but u noe wad? it shows wad a twisted mind he has if he goes around asking girls questions like dat.

4) he described his "first wet kiss".
1st wet kiss... sounds kinda like slobbering all over each other.... -_- anyway, he described it as "delicious". ok now it sounds more like soup. lol~

5) he made crude actions
he sat in front of me in class today n dis is wad he did unconsciously: he curled his fist leaving an opening and he pushed a pen in n out of dat opening.


i'll let u guys be the judge of exactly how sick n wacked he is.

^-^

whew... i do rant alot dont i... anyways juz to let ya all noe, im not pissed at him anymo. it was my fault as much as his and i take many of my words back. =) trials are coming up... nxt fri. as usual i havent started studying. but who's surprised. lol~ i was gonna study math and econs dis week...but its already thurs n i havent started a thing. owh well.... i still dun feel kin teo. but by the time i do it'll be too late... arghhh dun care! bluek! i'll enjoy life for now.