pissed, angry, upset

i tried to nap juz now... i failed miserably. sth happened dis afternoon and it relli affected me until now. for the first time in a long, long time, i blew my top at sum1 in a confrontational manner.
the person who had the honour making me of do that was alvin. the freak in my class that is obsessed wif aliens, religion and the paranormal. i hate him. it surprises me how much i hate him. i go hot and cold wif hate when i tink of his attitude.
i went to play dota wif my other classmates who also played or were interested in playing dota. among them was the afore mentioned alvin. have i mentioned how much i hate him? anyway, we were in the same team (eventho i heavily protested) so there i was, innocently playing... when the screen suddenly flashed with ppl chatting. usually i ignore it but sth caught my eye.
it was sth like dis...
alvin: my group member all lousy..
alvin: all feeders only
alvin: im the only 1 in my team that noes how to play
alvin: brandon.. not balance la
alvin: my team all noob
alvin: brandon we same group?
on and on and on about how his group members sucked and how much he wanted to be in brandon's team. arghhhh! does he tink dat he can suck up to bran by dissing his group members or sth? it was annoying to the max! and i am not a noob! i started playing last yr and altho im not a pro or even close, i do noe my way around! i juz rarely play it coz it gets rather boring after awhile (especially if ure not particularly talented in it) besides, he has no call to insult us like dat rite in front of our faces! if he was of any better character, he wud have concentrated on team work and protecting the weaker members of his team rather than juz whining. maybe im to used to playing wif gentlemen who noe to juz leave me alone n let me farm when i play. but from my experience, he is no way close to being a gentleman. his wannabe-ness is pathetic. anyway, his whining went on for a long time despite others telling him to stop and when i finally had enuf of his whinging and whining, i snapped and asked him to "shut the fuck up!"
to make matters clear, those close to me can attest to the fact that i rarely curse and especially not the *f* word so dat was a measure of how pissed i was. at first i was startled by my boldness in letting my thoughts take physical form but his reply cut off any apologies i mite have wanted to make. he called me a bitch. i mean the nerve of the guy! we were juz there to play a frenly game of dota and he ruined all the sense of fun. after dat i was to upset to play properly. im normally a quiet person, but i dun allow ppl to so blatantly be rude. i admit "shut the f*** up is not exactly polite either but it was his fault 'beyond reasonable doubt'. (hehe...a term in legals) and he din see his mistake after my not so subtle admonishment, he even dared to retaliate. there is sth seriously wrong wif his morals. he wasnt brought up to be any sort of gentleman at all. that barbaric $#%#$%^#$%&%^&!!!!
ok, maybe im exagerating a little. but im not one of those girls that use foul words on a regular basis and neither do my frens. so being called a bitch is a big thing and i kinda take it literally.(not the female dog literal la, but the bitchy vindictive bimbo kind of bitch) arghhhhh! i juz hate him so much rite now! his attitude stinks to high heaven! im usually happy and carefree and let ppl take abit of an advantage over me, but this is too much! this means war! (dramatic music wif drums beating) hahahaha no la, but i noe my opinion of him will be forever no higher than my opinion of able-bodied beggars. and that is VERY low.