hi!!
if any1 still bothers to read my very dead blog, im now officially informing u dat im moving blog. =)
dis blog's gotten a tad public for me, so im moving....besides the fact dat im aching for a new template... hehe
so adious loyal readers! if any1 still wans to read about my 2cents worth, ask me for my new blog add and i'll consider whether to give it to u or not. =P
dats all folks!!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Saturday, October 01, 2005
in conjunction wif my belated bdae
Your Birthdate: September 28
Your birth on the 28th day of the month (1 energy) adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your Life Path.
The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated.
A birthday on the 28th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach.
Unlike much of the other 1 energy, this birthday is one that endow with the ability to start a job and continue on until it is finished.
You may prefer to use the broad brush, but you can handle details as well.
You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.
You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/outcome.php
Your birth on the 28th day of the month (1 energy) adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your Life Path.
The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated.
A birthday on the 28th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach.
Unlike much of the other 1 energy, this birthday is one that endow with the ability to start a job and continue on until it is finished.
You may prefer to use the broad brush, but you can handle details as well.
You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.
You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.
http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/outcome.php
Friday, September 30, 2005
power colour
Your Power Color Is Red-Orange
At Your Highest:
You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.
At Your Lowest:
You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.
In Love:
You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.
How You're Attractive:
You are very affectionate and inspire trust.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Respected?"
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpowercolorquiz/
At Your Highest:
You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.
At Your Lowest:
You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.
In Love:
You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.
How You're Attractive:
You are very affectionate and inspire trust.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Respected?"
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpowercolorquiz/
another quiz
How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/
another quiz
How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
http://www.blogthings.com/howdoyouliveyourlifequiz/
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
http://www.blogthings.com/howdoyouliveyourlifequiz/
key
Keys to ur heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. Yo
u care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted
http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. Yo
u care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted
http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
choc muffins!!
gosh...i havent blogged in eons! hahaha
so wad has been happening.....my bro broke the sofa!!!! he juz plonked onto it and it gave way. lol~ and he dares say im fat! muahahahaha
*sigh* mocks coming up!!!! screw mock!! so siennnn to study..at least ive finished my hw!! hehe
i was given 2 choices dis morning. either go to the gym and loose weight or bake choc muffins complete wif icing and gain weight. obviously i chose the smarter choice.....bake muffins!!! lol~ short-term happiness is very important to me! but i'll have to make it up and go gym tomoro.
btw i found a blog dat wud be very useful for bakal NS ppl like me.
http://jayelleenelial.blogdrive.com/
its the blog of a gurl whos currently in NS and shes blogging via letters which her bro helps to publish into her blog. found out sum useful info there. =)
so wad has been happening.....my bro broke the sofa!!!! he juz plonked onto it and it gave way. lol~ and he dares say im fat! muahahahaha
*sigh* mocks coming up!!!! screw mock!! so siennnn to study..at least ive finished my hw!! hehe
i was given 2 choices dis morning. either go to the gym and loose weight or bake choc muffins complete wif icing and gain weight. obviously i chose the smarter choice.....bake muffins!!! lol~ short-term happiness is very important to me! but i'll have to make it up and go gym tomoro.
btw i found a blog dat wud be very useful for bakal NS ppl like me.
http://jayelleenelial.blogdrive.com/
its the blog of a gurl whos currently in NS and shes blogging via letters which her bro helps to publish into her blog. found out sum useful info there. =)
Sunday, August 14, 2005
soon
i was listening to the radio when i heard dis song....i've always liked it, but when i heard it this time, tears almost came to my eyes....dramatic but true.
Viamin c- graduation
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited,
we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat 1
La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat 1 (3x)
Viamin c- graduation
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited,
we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
Repeat 1
La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
Repeat 1 (3x)
an amb3r1te
How to make an amb3r1te
Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts silliness
5 parts empathy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of sadness and a pinch of salt. Yum!
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Ingredients:
5 parts success
3 parts silliness
5 parts empathy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of sadness and a pinch of salt. Yum!
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
change again
im gonna change my blogskin again.....dis 1 is nice but very cacated....even i cant open the pg properly! so im back to hunting around and hope bryant can help me again. =) so lazy to blog nowadays...so many tests and whatnots.
went to the gym today. i felt lazy, but i forced myself to go coz i gained weight...din do much there anyway...lazy..hehe
saw edine, bernie n john there. they were in the library but i cudnt go in coz i was eating ice-cream. i go gym then eat ice-cream.... wads the point! lol~
owh yea..i saw sth funny today. swak club was doin renovations n they happened to be renovating the guys toilets so they put all the lockers outside and the poor guys had to take and put back their stuff in public view while shivering in their trunks. lol~ as if dat wasnt bad enuf, they had to go use the downstairs loo's and they also took over the girls toilet downstairs!
i've finished re-reading the wheel of time series by robert jordan!! yay~ i re-read the series coz his 11th book is coming out dis yr. dunno when its gonna hit our shores tho. anyways, since im done wif dat series, i decided to re-read harry potter book 5 b4 i read book 6 coz i 4got evrything liaw. read too many books and u get them all mixed up. owh well, its still fun! haha
which reminds me...i shud be studying...=p
went to the gym today. i felt lazy, but i forced myself to go coz i gained weight...din do much there anyway...lazy..hehe
saw edine, bernie n john there. they were in the library but i cudnt go in coz i was eating ice-cream. i go gym then eat ice-cream.... wads the point! lol~
owh yea..i saw sth funny today. swak club was doin renovations n they happened to be renovating the guys toilets so they put all the lockers outside and the poor guys had to take and put back their stuff in public view while shivering in their trunks. lol~ as if dat wasnt bad enuf, they had to go use the downstairs loo's and they also took over the girls toilet downstairs!
i've finished re-reading the wheel of time series by robert jordan!! yay~ i re-read the series coz his 11th book is coming out dis yr. dunno when its gonna hit our shores tho. anyways, since im done wif dat series, i decided to re-read harry potter book 5 b4 i read book 6 coz i 4got evrything liaw. read too many books and u get them all mixed up. owh well, its still fun! haha
which reminds me...i shud be studying...=p
Friday, August 05, 2005
blogskin
i have a new blogskin now!!! duhh as if u cant see for urself. hehe
pls leave ur comments if u like it and even if u dont. Thx!!
im juz experimenting around here. used to tink the blogskin thingy was way to high-tech for my feeble mind to comprehend. but guess wad...its not so hard after all!! haha
pls leave ur comments if u like it and even if u dont. Thx!!
im juz experimenting around here. used to tink the blogskin thingy was way to high-tech for my feeble mind to comprehend. but guess wad...its not so hard after all!! haha
Saturday, July 30, 2005
antagonism
sumtimes i relli wonder y sum ppl antagonize others. its not like dat sum1 did sth bad to u or ath. u juz antagonize them because ur frens do. i personally tink dat its downright silly to do so. hating or bad mouthing sum1 based on wad ur frens tell u. esp when its obvious ur fren is oledi biased towards dat person. i have always believed in trusting sum1 until dat person proves themself untrustworthy. as a result, im easily conned. but i prefer dat to goin around lookin sideways at ppl n deciphering wad they say. is there no more innocence left in this world? trust, so easy to say, so hard to do. be more open ppl! its easier living ur life as an open book rather than keeping secrets from others. without secrets ther'd be no more fear of betrayal.
then there r those who act all nice in front of A and then when B expresses 'beh song-ness' of A they imeediately start slamming A. sheeshhhhh if u hate A soo much y bothering acting all sweet in front of A. n dun say dat u have to. theres no such thing as dat esp towards sum1 u dun like. at worst juz tolerate dat peron la. dun have to go to the extent of sucking up to them. bloody backstabbers.
*sigh* none of dis has happened to me yet, but nowadays i see it happening so often dat i cant stand it anymore. i mean hell, we're in form5!! not primary5! dis is our last yr. we shud be trying our best to cement ties. not break them!
then there r those who act all nice in front of A and then when B expresses 'beh song-ness' of A they imeediately start slamming A. sheeshhhhh if u hate A soo much y bothering acting all sweet in front of A. n dun say dat u have to. theres no such thing as dat esp towards sum1 u dun like. at worst juz tolerate dat peron la. dun have to go to the extent of sucking up to them. bloody backstabbers.
*sigh* none of dis has happened to me yet, but nowadays i see it happening so often dat i cant stand it anymore. i mean hell, we're in form5!! not primary5! dis is our last yr. we shud be trying our best to cement ties. not break them!
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
speech
ive got a speech competition tomoro....im confident enuf dat i wont sia soi myself. but im even more confident dat im not gonna win. lol~
it brings back memories of the last time i did sth like dis....the debate last yr. mannnn dat was embarassing! mdm voon told us dat we cud tell the oppostion to sit. so i told ian: "sit!!" then a hush fell over evry1.......gawd!!! memalukan!!! dun relli feel like goin up there again. ppl r probably gonna tink: oh look its dat idiot gurl again.
blargggghhhhhh
i keep eating durian summore. wad if i lose my voice and start choking onstage tomoro?? too bad la...haha
got my report card back today. to me it was ok, not too bad, cud have been much better tho. keep telling myself i'll study nxt time. yea, actually 'study' not even 'study harder'. havent reached dat stage yet. actually studying wud be an achievement in itself. lol~
frens need trust......i dun trust u.
dun blame me,
ur actions have proved to me ur dishonesty more than words ever cud.
it brings back memories of the last time i did sth like dis....the debate last yr. mannnn dat was embarassing! mdm voon told us dat we cud tell the oppostion to sit. so i told ian: "sit!!" then a hush fell over evry1.......gawd!!! memalukan!!! dun relli feel like goin up there again. ppl r probably gonna tink: oh look its dat idiot gurl again.
blargggghhhhhh
i keep eating durian summore. wad if i lose my voice and start choking onstage tomoro?? too bad la...haha
got my report card back today. to me it was ok, not too bad, cud have been much better tho. keep telling myself i'll study nxt time. yea, actually 'study' not even 'study harder'. havent reached dat stage yet. actually studying wud be an achievement in itself. lol~
couples need love,
frens need trust......i dun trust u.
dun blame me,
ur actions have proved to me ur dishonesty more than words ever cud.
Monday, July 25, 2005
owh well
called my teacher on fri nite to check my results..............found out dat.......................the examiner..........oledi left to singapore without finishing my batches report!!! darn!! we'll onli be able to get it nxt week. =(
owh well....
anyway im planning to change my blogskin again. again meaning im planning again. not dat im changing it again. coz the last time dat i wanted to change it din work out. so now i suddenly felt like changing it...so hMmm...see 1st lah if i can find the perfect blogskin. hehe
was juz reading my mail. got 1 from my sis. apparently shes proud of my stalking skills.....says i got it from her. lol~
wad stalking skills? well...i er....am stalking sumbody. lol~~
soo gonna freak dat person out. hahahah *rubs hands gleefully*
owh well....
anyway im planning to change my blogskin again. again meaning im planning again. not dat im changing it again. coz the last time dat i wanted to change it din work out. so now i suddenly felt like changing it...so hMmm...see 1st lah if i can find the perfect blogskin. hehe
was juz reading my mail. got 1 from my sis. apparently shes proud of my stalking skills.....says i got it from her. lol~
wad stalking skills? well...i er....am stalking sumbody. lol~~
soo gonna freak dat person out. hahahah *rubs hands gleefully*
Friday, July 22, 2005
ballet exam
i had my sub-elementary ballet exam today. damn hard!!!!
ok i'll elaborate a bit.
the exam is usually taken in pairs. but in my case it was taken by 3 ppl. tyng tyng, phey feng n me. we were the last batch. so wad exactly do we do in there? well, we have to do 14 barre exercises 1st. then there r 3 demi-pointe exercises. then we do centrework. starting wif 2 pol de bras. then we are given an several unseen enchainments(an exercise dat the examiner makes up on the spot). then we do several unseen adage. then 3 adages (arabesque, attitude & tenpes lie) then we do the 2 set adage. nxt is pirroutte, then 3 allegros then ste dance and exercise on pointe and the farewell.
so i was no.1. haihhhh so soi!!! the barre work no 1 to copy from!! then for the unseen the examiner gave us the hardest exercises(our teacher told us when we came out of the room dat ours were the hardest. the other ppl got way easier 1s.)!! like as if she have to use up all her hard questions by the last batch.
i give u 1 exp. try doin dis...... remember to keep ur bottom & tummy tucked in! standing with both feet together n turned out, slowly lift 1 foot & strech it out behind u (90 degrees)(4 beats), then without putting it down, bring dat leg from behind u to ur side ( 4 beats). then to ur front but dis time bend ur leg a lil (90 degree bend, still 90 degrees from the floor(4 beats). then stretch it out in front of u (4 beats). then step forward onto the outstretched foot on tiptoe.......remember dat ur feet have to be turned out at all times!! and bacareful of ur balance!!
*sigh* so hard until i juz terpinga-pinga dunno wad to do!
oh well, i'll find out my results tommorow. wish me luck!
ok i'll elaborate a bit.
the exam is usually taken in pairs. but in my case it was taken by 3 ppl. tyng tyng, phey feng n me. we were the last batch. so wad exactly do we do in there? well, we have to do 14 barre exercises 1st. then there r 3 demi-pointe exercises. then we do centrework. starting wif 2 pol de bras. then we are given an several unseen enchainments(an exercise dat the examiner makes up on the spot). then we do several unseen adage. then 3 adages (arabesque, attitude & tenpes lie) then we do the 2 set adage. nxt is pirroutte, then 3 allegros then ste dance and exercise on pointe and the farewell.
so i was no.1. haihhhh so soi!!! the barre work no 1 to copy from!! then for the unseen the examiner gave us the hardest exercises(our teacher told us when we came out of the room dat ours were the hardest. the other ppl got way easier 1s.)!! like as if she have to use up all her hard questions by the last batch.
i give u 1 exp. try doin dis...... remember to keep ur bottom & tummy tucked in! standing with both feet together n turned out, slowly lift 1 foot & strech it out behind u (90 degrees)(4 beats), then without putting it down, bring dat leg from behind u to ur side ( 4 beats). then to ur front but dis time bend ur leg a lil (90 degree bend, still 90 degrees from the floor(4 beats). then stretch it out in front of u (4 beats). then step forward onto the outstretched foot on tiptoe.......remember dat ur feet have to be turned out at all times!! and bacareful of ur balance!!
*sigh* so hard until i juz terpinga-pinga dunno wad to do!
oh well, i'll find out my results tommorow. wish me luck!
Sunday, July 17, 2005
unexpected
woke up yesterday morning at 6am to go to charlottes hse. then i met her adorable lil bro!!! haha then the driving instructor picked us(char, carol n i) up n sent us to the place where the talk was held. when we reached there we had to wait for quite awhile since it started at 9.30.
the talk was rather boring....but i had a made a fren ;) so the talk wasnt quite so boring. haha
turns out quite a number of foreign ppl take their talk in kch. dunno y..? the food there totally sucked tho. eughhh
then carol n char started getting naughty....and they "bullied" me. *pouts* but it was fun anyway. lol~
its funny how one can meet new frens in the most unexpected settings... hMmm nvr expected to meet a new person during the worlds most boring talk and actually be able to click with the person so well. =) unexpected things happen at the most unexpected times.
fates a funny dude, but if he means it, maybe me n my fren will someday meet again. ;) i noe dat i sure hope so!! lol~
after the talk the driving instructor sent me home 1st. then me n my mum rushed out to buy stella's pressie. then we rushed home n i took a shower n i rushed out again to the leo meeting at coffee master. as expected most were late. so i got to stella's party late. but i had a great time there so i guess saturday was a great day after all.
*sigh* wrote the above on sunday. its monday now. im living in regret!!! *sigh* i shud have listened to my heart. i shud have been braver. i shud have been bolder. i shud not be regretting lke i am now. stupid stupid cowardddd!!!
lol~ only a few will understand wad im writing about.
YuBing!!!
the talk was rather boring....but i had a made a fren ;) so the talk wasnt quite so boring. haha
turns out quite a number of foreign ppl take their talk in kch. dunno y..? the food there totally sucked tho. eughhh
then carol n char started getting naughty....and they "bullied" me. *pouts* but it was fun anyway. lol~
its funny how one can meet new frens in the most unexpected settings... hMmm nvr expected to meet a new person during the worlds most boring talk and actually be able to click with the person so well. =) unexpected things happen at the most unexpected times.
fates a funny dude, but if he means it, maybe me n my fren will someday meet again. ;) i noe dat i sure hope so!! lol~
after the talk the driving instructor sent me home 1st. then me n my mum rushed out to buy stella's pressie. then we rushed home n i took a shower n i rushed out again to the leo meeting at coffee master. as expected most were late. so i got to stella's party late. but i had a great time there so i guess saturday was a great day after all.
*sigh* wrote the above on sunday. its monday now. im living in regret!!! *sigh* i shud have listened to my heart. i shud have been braver. i shud have been bolder. i shud not be regretting lke i am now. stupid stupid cowardddd!!!
lol~ only a few will understand wad im writing about.
YuBing!!!
the lesson today is: dont think too much or u'll live life with regrets. =)
ps: this lesson is applicable to exams too! dun u juz hate it when u change ur mind last minute to the wrong ans?
Monday, July 11, 2005
back
im backkkkk!!! lol
havent blogged for soo long. since way b4 exams. always either got no time or my mind blank. =(
so much has been happenning..... i had no idea so much cud happen in such a short period of time. at times ive felt so lost and at times so joyful....but it all boils down to wad? nth? *sigh*
i've been digging my own grave....dig dig dig..sth i shudnt be doin it, but i cant help myself. =(
n now im stuck at the bottom of the pit.
blargghh bet noone understands dis post. lol
aniwaez wad happened 2day....had spm oral....totally sucked!!! went in remembering the whole script n when i sat down i went blank!!! so i sat there terpinga-pinga wondering if i shud take out my script. in the end i din. darn! i shud have!! ah well....longer post nxt time.
havent blogged for soo long. since way b4 exams. always either got no time or my mind blank. =(
so much has been happenning..... i had no idea so much cud happen in such a short period of time. at times ive felt so lost and at times so joyful....but it all boils down to wad? nth? *sigh*
i've been digging my own grave....dig dig dig..sth i shudnt be doin it, but i cant help myself. =(
n now im stuck at the bottom of the pit.
blargghh bet noone understands dis post. lol
aniwaez wad happened 2day....had spm oral....totally sucked!!! went in remembering the whole script n when i sat down i went blank!!! so i sat there terpinga-pinga wondering if i shud take out my script. in the end i din. darn! i shud have!! ah well....longer post nxt time.
Saturday, June 25, 2005
dance fever
went to watch dance fever this evening.its performed by a troupe of australian dancers by kids aged from 9++ yrs old. it was ok la...not as good as the china 1 i saw a few mths back. coz this troupe kinda projected the image of 'sex sells'...... well at least dats how it felt to me.
the costumes were scanty bits of clothes (bet the guys wud have loved it tho) n the dances involved lotsa chest shaking and hip gyrating. they also recycled alot of moves in diff dances.
there was dis lil boy hu was relli good and he appeared in soo many dances. but he kept doin somersaults and after watching about 10 somersaults, it gets kinda blase.
well...overall it was pretty good. some kewl moves. strong legs...id give it a 7.5\10. ahhaha not yet A1 material. lol~
the costumes were scanty bits of clothes (bet the guys wud have loved it tho) n the dances involved lotsa chest shaking and hip gyrating. they also recycled alot of moves in diff dances.
there was dis lil boy hu was relli good and he appeared in soo many dances. but he kept doin somersaults and after watching about 10 somersaults, it gets kinda blase.
well...overall it was pretty good. some kewl moves. strong legs...id give it a 7.5\10. ahhaha not yet A1 material. lol~
Friday, June 24, 2005
SCREW!!
Today started out ok….then starting 7pm…we received bad news n things juz spiraled downhill from there…arghhhhhhhhh
Dun u juz hate robberies n robbers? Screw them!! Damn them to hell n the horrors beyond!! Cant they juz go find a decent job instead of being so blardy lazy n heartless!!!
R they so worthless and pride-less that they have to resort to robbing??
To all u robbers, go commit suicide la! U live also no use! Memalukan masyarakat! Hope dat all the ppl dat robbed my mum b4 suddenly find themselves struck with AIDS!!! Or sum new disease dat onli seems to strike criminals!
Screw screw screw!!!!!! Now even my internet connection is screwed!! This is clearly not my day. Or my family’s for dat matter. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ps: sorry if my blog is too negative….its juz a reflection of my current mood.
Dun u juz hate robberies n robbers? Screw them!! Damn them to hell n the horrors beyond!! Cant they juz go find a decent job instead of being so blardy lazy n heartless!!!
R they so worthless and pride-less that they have to resort to robbing??
To all u robbers, go commit suicide la! U live also no use! Memalukan masyarakat! Hope dat all the ppl dat robbed my mum b4 suddenly find themselves struck with AIDS!!! Or sum new disease dat onli seems to strike criminals!
Screw screw screw!!!!!! Now even my internet connection is screwed!! This is clearly not my day. Or my family’s for dat matter. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh
Ps: sorry if my blog is too negative….its juz a reflection of my current mood.
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
blogs
sorry i havent been blogging lately, but i have been reading other ppls blogs!
it all started when The Star published dis article about blog n included sum addresses which i visited......and one blog led to another.....
here r the ones i've read so far:
www.kennysia.com
damn funny!!! esp his pics!
www.minishorts.net
her font is tiny tho...or mebe its juz my com. anywae i have to paste her stuff into word b4 i can see it.
www.pinkshoefetish.blogspot
note to guys: dis gurl is hotttt
seriously! no kidding......make normal ppl like me jealous onli....to bad for u guys, she oledi got bf! lol~
www.xiaxue.com
remember the controversy regarding the party sarong girl? well she was dragged into it altho the nude pics had nth to do wif her. read her blog u'll understand.
read them! kenny sia n minishorts damn funny!! minishorts write nonsense stories.....will leave u in stiches! kenny sia....hes juz funny la! u read then u noe. the other two more normal but very interesting also.
and yes, i've noticed im getting lazier n lazier..... sorry la. got no time to post, chat, take quiz and read other ppls blog all in 1hr!! coz i can onli go on9 from about 10-11pm. coz unlike SUM ppl, i dun have a com in my room so can onli use after 'studying'. hehe
also dun relli have mood also coz my sis n mum read my blogs.
and my sis is dumber than most ppl think! one nite at dinner,(onli meal my family eats together) she suddenly announced...amy likes sum1! shyte!!!!! i wanted to like pummel her right there n then!! i wud have tot she was brighter than to do sth as dumbass as dat!! so i asked wad made her think so. apparently, it was my blog! does she not understand dat sumthings have to be kept to blogs?? dis is afterall MY blog! chissssssss memalukan me onli!!
and yea...my mum saw my blog....as i sed i dun have a personal com. so dis one is used by evry1. so i guess she kepoh kepoh go see my blog. =p mum.............keep out!! =p
haiyar..blog supposed to be can write ath. but now i kena berjaga-jaga.....chissssss~
it all started when The Star published dis article about blog n included sum addresses which i visited......and one blog led to another.....
here r the ones i've read so far:
www.kennysia.com
damn funny!!! esp his pics!
www.minishorts.net
her font is tiny tho...or mebe its juz my com. anywae i have to paste her stuff into word b4 i can see it.
www.pinkshoefetish.blogspot
note to guys: dis gurl is hotttt
seriously! no kidding......make normal ppl like me jealous onli....to bad for u guys, she oledi got bf! lol~
www.xiaxue.com
remember the controversy regarding the party sarong girl? well she was dragged into it altho the nude pics had nth to do wif her. read her blog u'll understand.
read them! kenny sia n minishorts damn funny!! minishorts write nonsense stories.....will leave u in stiches! kenny sia....hes juz funny la! u read then u noe. the other two more normal but very interesting also.
and yes, i've noticed im getting lazier n lazier..... sorry la. got no time to post, chat, take quiz and read other ppls blog all in 1hr!! coz i can onli go on9 from about 10-11pm. coz unlike SUM ppl, i dun have a com in my room so can onli use after 'studying'. hehe
also dun relli have mood also coz my sis n mum read my blogs.
and my sis is dumber than most ppl think! one nite at dinner,(onli meal my family eats together) she suddenly announced...amy likes sum1! shyte!!!!! i wanted to like pummel her right there n then!! i wud have tot she was brighter than to do sth as dumbass as dat!! so i asked wad made her think so. apparently, it was my blog! does she not understand dat sumthings have to be kept to blogs?? dis is afterall MY blog! chissssssss memalukan me onli!!
and yea...my mum saw my blog....as i sed i dun have a personal com. so dis one is used by evry1. so i guess she kepoh kepoh go see my blog. =p mum.............keep out!! =p
haiyar..blog supposed to be can write ath. but now i kena berjaga-jaga.....chissssss~
Thursday, June 16, 2005
daNCE!
Just some fun quotes from all over:
Dancers have the nicest buns!
I happen to like my pretty pink torture chambers (aka pointe shoes)!
Support the arts: Hug a dancer!
The feet can learn the steps, but only the spirit can dance.
Don't just stand there, DANCE!
"Dancers are athletes of the arts"
No one ever said ballet would be easy...
If ballet was easy then everyone would be doing it.
Dancers are among the most passionate and dedicated of artists and rarely take their work for granted.
Ginger Rogers did everything Fred Astaire did, but she did it backwards and in high heels.
If you say you can you can, but if you say you can't your right!
You know you're dancing when tears of pain and happiness blend in with your sweat.
You can dance anywhere, even if only in your heart.
In life as in dance: Grace glides on blistered feet.
"I don't want people who want to dance, I want people who have to dance."
"Dance can give the inarticulate a voice."
Nice men marry dancers. Real men are dancers.
The beat's in your feet, but the art's in your heart.
We dance for laughter, we dance for tears, we dance for madness, we dance for fears, we dance for hopes, we dance for screams, we are the dancers, we dance for DREAMS!!
here r some pics for u to feast ur eyes on!
god......i can barely lift my back leg more than 110 degrees!
beautifulll just amazing~
whoaaaaaaaa~
china dancers r renown for their felxibility!!
believe it or not....her name is lily cai!!! lol imagine lily cHai doin dis!! ;)
mystical purple~
her stage presense is astounding! see the way she juz captures the eye and manages to hold ur attention!
u can practically feel their sorrow... :*(
her leg muscles muz be relli relli strong to be able to split and still jump so amazingly high....still can arch backwards..
Dancers have the nicest buns!
I happen to like my pretty pink torture chambers (aka pointe shoes)!
Support the arts: Hug a dancer!
The feet can learn the steps, but only the spirit can dance.
Don't just stand there, DANCE!
"Dancers are athletes of the arts"
No one ever said ballet would be easy...
If ballet was easy then everyone would be doing it.
Dancers are among the most passionate and dedicated of artists and rarely take their work for granted.
Ginger Rogers did everything Fred Astaire did, but she did it backwards and in high heels.
If you say you can you can, but if you say you can't your right!
You know you're dancing when tears of pain and happiness blend in with your sweat.
You can dance anywhere, even if only in your heart.
In life as in dance: Grace glides on blistered feet.
"I don't want people who want to dance, I want people who have to dance."
"Dance can give the inarticulate a voice."
Nice men marry dancers. Real men are dancers.
The beat's in your feet, but the art's in your heart.
We dance for laughter, we dance for tears, we dance for madness, we dance for fears, we dance for hopes, we dance for screams, we are the dancers, we dance for DREAMS!!
here r some pics for u to feast ur eyes on!
god......i can barely lift my back leg more than 110 degrees!
beautifulll just amazing~
whoaaaaaaaa~
china dancers r renown for their felxibility!!
believe it or not....her name is lily cai!!! lol imagine lily cHai doin dis!! ;)
mystical purple~
her stage presense is astounding! see the way she juz captures the eye and manages to hold ur attention!
u can practically feel their sorrow... :*(
her leg muscles muz be relli relli strong to be able to split and still jump so amazingly high....still can arch backwards..
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
sick
sick
im sick of waiting
sick of hoping,
sick of anticipating,
sick of wishing,
sick of dissapointment,
sick of failure,
sick of dreaming,
sick of thinking,
sick of expectations,
sick of perceptions,
sick of deception,
sick of hiding,
sick of losing,
sick of despising,
sick of arrogance,
sick of pride,
sick of stupidity,
sick of studying,
sick of working,
sick of procrastination,
sick of cowardice,
sick of U!!!
goodness, im even sick with flu n cough!!
argghhh!! today was supposed to be a good day....turned out rather shitty....bad results for math, annoyingly prissy ppl, test tomolo, car came late, sis's flight delayed.....the works.
the onli bright spot of the day was dat my sis came back... but dat was dulled by the fact dat she din even get me ath......ah well, at least i dun hafta sleep alone tonite. damn...have to go sch tomolo while my sis sleeps in! no fair!!(tries to devise a way to send sis to go to sch to sit for sej test while i stay home n sleep. lol)
however sick of u i get, try as i might, i still cant give up on u~
im sick of waiting
sick of hoping,
sick of anticipating,
sick of wishing,
sick of dissapointment,
sick of failure,
sick of dreaming,
sick of thinking,
sick of expectations,
sick of perceptions,
sick of deception,
sick of hiding,
sick of losing,
sick of despising,
sick of arrogance,
sick of pride,
sick of stupidity,
sick of studying,
sick of working,
sick of procrastination,
sick of cowardice,
sick of U!!!
goodness, im even sick with flu n cough!!
argghhh!! today was supposed to be a good day....turned out rather shitty....bad results for math, annoyingly prissy ppl, test tomolo, car came late, sis's flight delayed.....the works.
the onli bright spot of the day was dat my sis came back... but dat was dulled by the fact dat she din even get me ath......ah well, at least i dun hafta sleep alone tonite. damn...have to go sch tomolo while my sis sleeps in! no fair!!(tries to devise a way to send sis to go to sch to sit for sej test while i stay home n sleep. lol)
however sick of u i get, try as i might, i still cant give up on u~
Monday, June 13, 2005
sisterrrrr
sorry i havent been upting lately, been busy taking quizes!!
my sis is coming back from kl tomolo......will miss hogging her table, closet, bed, clothes....the list goes on...lol~
but its ok...i miss her more!! haha
me n my sis r pretty close, evry time she leaves, i miss linkng my arms wif hers again! bet she lost weight again!! shes to lazy too cook!!
aiyarrrr dat means she'll make me look extra chubby again! chissss
im gonna stuff her wif junk food!!!
hmmm...had to change her bedsheets for her...she'd better get me sth nice from kl!!
datz all for now...gtg.
my mums put a time limit on me!!
my sis is coming back from kl tomolo......will miss hogging her table, closet, bed, clothes....the list goes on...lol~
but its ok...i miss her more!! haha
me n my sis r pretty close, evry time she leaves, i miss linkng my arms wif hers again! bet she lost weight again!! shes to lazy too cook!!
aiyarrrr dat means she'll make me look extra chubby again! chissss
im gonna stuff her wif junk food!!!
hmmm...had to change her bedsheets for her...she'd better get me sth nice from kl!!
datz all for now...gtg.
my mums put a time limit on me!!
Friday, June 10, 2005
telekinesis
i found the 1st quiz at vals blog n i juz cudnt stop taking them! the link is at the bottom! i tink my results r pretty accurate....waddya think? ;)
Your power is: Telekinesis This power of yours means that you can make material things to move, like for e.g. making the remote control fly over you just by thinking it. As all powers, this is a great gift to have. It is also helping you out since it allows you to be lazy and have things brought to you without moving a finger. But if you move over to the immoral side this power can be used as destroying peoples property or similar things. As a person you are easy going and just like to have a good time. There is nothing wrong with that, but people may see you as incredibly lazy and irresponsible. You prefer being out watching a movie or something than staying home and doing the math assignment. Your outlook is fairly positive but you are aware everything isn't as nice as you'd like it to be. But this doesn't stop you and even if you can be sensitive, you get over things pretty quickly. In school you could be considered as the fun one among your friends and could get along with different categories of people fairly easy. You mean no intentional harm on those around you, but some people may think you're too happy and/or stupid. Negative aspects: Because you don't like to have things depending on you, this power may be seen as just something cool you have, and not as a helping gift. Also you can get too egotistical at times without bothering to care for others. That is why it's good to do some self-reflecting every once in a while to see that you're not going overboard
Your element is Wind. You are the guy/girl that is unpredictable. No one knows what you're going to do next and what you're in the mood for. Studying is not your thing and you would rather go to a party than stay home. Life is just for fun and you need to be free to live according to you. You waste no time on lies, if you feel or think one thing you say it even if it hurts. Of course, people may be quite upset but that doesn't really bother you. Its not that you don't care, because you do, but in these situations it's a waste of time. You live up in the clouds and are quite a dreamer about life. People often consider you beautiful, but harsh and they would think twice before getting to know you. But once they do, they'll learn that you are always willing to take yourself and your friends on adventures. Never will it be a boring time with you and your friends appreciate that. You are not often seen sad, but you have your times. If someone has been mean to you, you can quite easily trash-talk them for betraying you. Nevertheless, you are most of the time a good spirit who just want to have some fun.
Life is good and bad. You know it can never be perfect and that it never have been, and you're fine with that. You still feel it's important to live life since it can end any day and not sulk because of some little failure in life. You are often a happy person, still you don't laugh all the time. You have a somewhat calm aura and most people feel comfortable around you.
Your wise quote is: "Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life" by Leo Buscaglia. Yes, love is indeed what you desire in your life. If you have it or not is another matter, but it is in your eyes the most important feeling. You tend to be a romantic dreamer and want you and your love to have that kind of perfect love that you hear about in fairytales. However that can be hard to find, but it doesn't mean you are going to stop looking.
http://quizilla.com/users/PainfulBliss/quizzes/What%20Power%20is%20Compatible%20With%20You%3F/
Your power is: Telekinesis This power of yours means that you can make material things to move, like for e.g. making the remote control fly over you just by thinking it. As all powers, this is a great gift to have. It is also helping you out since it allows you to be lazy and have things brought to you without moving a finger. But if you move over to the immoral side this power can be used as destroying peoples property or similar things. As a person you are easy going and just like to have a good time. There is nothing wrong with that, but people may see you as incredibly lazy and irresponsible. You prefer being out watching a movie or something than staying home and doing the math assignment. Your outlook is fairly positive but you are aware everything isn't as nice as you'd like it to be. But this doesn't stop you and even if you can be sensitive, you get over things pretty quickly. In school you could be considered as the fun one among your friends and could get along with different categories of people fairly easy. You mean no intentional harm on those around you, but some people may think you're too happy and/or stupid. Negative aspects: Because you don't like to have things depending on you, this power may be seen as just something cool you have, and not as a helping gift. Also you can get too egotistical at times without bothering to care for others. That is why it's good to do some self-reflecting every once in a while to see that you're not going overboard
Your element is Wind. You are the guy/girl that is unpredictable. No one knows what you're going to do next and what you're in the mood for. Studying is not your thing and you would rather go to a party than stay home. Life is just for fun and you need to be free to live according to you. You waste no time on lies, if you feel or think one thing you say it even if it hurts. Of course, people may be quite upset but that doesn't really bother you. Its not that you don't care, because you do, but in these situations it's a waste of time. You live up in the clouds and are quite a dreamer about life. People often consider you beautiful, but harsh and they would think twice before getting to know you. But once they do, they'll learn that you are always willing to take yourself and your friends on adventures. Never will it be a boring time with you and your friends appreciate that. You are not often seen sad, but you have your times. If someone has been mean to you, you can quite easily trash-talk them for betraying you. Nevertheless, you are most of the time a good spirit who just want to have some fun.
Life is good and bad. You know it can never be perfect and that it never have been, and you're fine with that. You still feel it's important to live life since it can end any day and not sulk because of some little failure in life. You are often a happy person, still you don't laugh all the time. You have a somewhat calm aura and most people feel comfortable around you.
Your wise quote is: "Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life" by Leo Buscaglia. Yes, love is indeed what you desire in your life. If you have it or not is another matter, but it is in your eyes the most important feeling. You tend to be a romantic dreamer and want you and your love to have that kind of perfect love that you hear about in fairytales. However that can be hard to find, but it doesn't mean you are going to stop looking.
http://quizilla.com/users/PainfulBliss/quizzes/What%20Power%20is%20Compatible%20With%20You%3F/
Thursday, June 09, 2005
scared
i cudnt sleep well last nite n its all john's post's fault!!!!!
coz last nite i read his post bout toyol.....i wasnt scared at 1st...slept ok. then when i woke up at 4am, i cudnt fall asleep again n my mind started goin on overdrive..i kept imagining dis black lil fetus wif long hair running around.... i din even feel safe way up on my bunk!!
then(ok dis part is embarassing) when i cudnt stand it animo, i heard my mum moving in her room. so when she was in the tiolet, i snuck into her room n snuggled into the spot between her n dad!! then when she came back to bed, she was surprised, but i tink she was too groggy n half aleep to do ath bout it. lol~~
for the rest of the nite, i cudnt sleep, nor cud my mum. i kept shifting n turning! hehe!
and for ur information, dun u dare tink i do dis often!!! its juz dat i was scared shitless last nite!! the last time i did sth like dis was like when i was 8 or sth!! humph!!
btw, sum ppl r disturbing my chatterbox....u juz wait till i find out hu u r......grr!
i will rawwwrrrr ur head off!! lol~
actually i dun relli mind. but juz pls dun use my name ok?
coz last nite i read his post bout toyol.....i wasnt scared at 1st...slept ok. then when i woke up at 4am, i cudnt fall asleep again n my mind started goin on overdrive..i kept imagining dis black lil fetus wif long hair running around.... i din even feel safe way up on my bunk!!
then(ok dis part is embarassing) when i cudnt stand it animo, i heard my mum moving in her room. so when she was in the tiolet, i snuck into her room n snuggled into the spot between her n dad!! then when she came back to bed, she was surprised, but i tink she was too groggy n half aleep to do ath bout it. lol~~
for the rest of the nite, i cudnt sleep, nor cud my mum. i kept shifting n turning! hehe!
and for ur information, dun u dare tink i do dis often!!! its juz dat i was scared shitless last nite!! the last time i did sth like dis was like when i was 8 or sth!! humph!!
btw, sum ppl r disturbing my chatterbox....u juz wait till i find out hu u r......grr!
i will rawwwrrrr ur head off!! lol~
actually i dun relli mind. but juz pls dun use my name ok?
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
blah
my mind is soo seriusly screwed these days.. and its all ur fault!! even if u dun noe it. but noeing u, u probably do! u bloody concieted jerk!!
u think the whole female race is urs to flirt with?! hell man... i called u at least 3 times b4 n ur hp doesnt even have me in it?! its so obvious dat ive got no place in ur heart, but y do u have to have such a big place in mine? y!!!
if i even had a choice to choose for my heart, i wudnt have choosen a heartbreaker like u! too bad my heart chooses for me, not my brain! argghhh
u suck!!!!! get out of my head!! i need to concentrate! shit!!! i havent even started studying for the exams yet!!!
im soo screwed!! i wish id never met u! did u noe dat i liked u the min i saw u? b4 any1 even introduced us! its been 1\2 a yr now...slightly more actuaally. i dunno y im soo mean to u. u probably tink i hate u.. its relli quite the opposite.
i juz cant keep it all in anymo, dats y its all out here....to huever hu bothered to translate dis to read, this is none of ur beeswax!! dun bother to ask me about dis, u werent supposed to read it. i juz had to write it down sumwhere, so its here. it doesnt mean dat juz because its in here, its meant to be read by the public. hence the webdings.
woke up early this morn to go dancing. saw the jazz dance dat the others learnt in singapore. its soo 'satt'! i have got to learnt it!! bet pf's gonna be even more regretful dat she din go. hehe
btw, elaine is back...shes grown prettier...n if possible, thinner....she relli ought to put on more weight!!
i baked a cake dis evening....dont even like it...its soo odd, when i make stuff dat i like(sushi!) my family doesnt wanna eat it. but when i make stuff dat i dun relli tink tastes nice(the cake i baked) my family seems to enjoy it.... wierd!!
gonna go out for lunch tomolo. cant think of any new eating places in kch to go to. any suggestions?
u think the whole female race is urs to flirt with?! hell man... i called u at least 3 times b4 n ur hp doesnt even have me in it?! its so obvious dat ive got no place in ur heart, but y do u have to have such a big place in mine? y!!!
if i even had a choice to choose for my heart, i wudnt have choosen a heartbreaker like u! too bad my heart chooses for me, not my brain! argghhh
u suck!!!!! get out of my head!! i need to concentrate! shit!!! i havent even started studying for the exams yet!!!
im soo screwed!! i wish id never met u! did u noe dat i liked u the min i saw u? b4 any1 even introduced us! its been 1\2 a yr now...slightly more actuaally. i dunno y im soo mean to u. u probably tink i hate u.. its relli quite the opposite.
i juz cant keep it all in anymo, dats y its all out here....to huever hu bothered to translate dis to read, this is none of ur beeswax!! dun bother to ask me about dis, u werent supposed to read it. i juz had to write it down sumwhere, so its here. it doesnt mean dat juz because its in here, its meant to be read by the public. hence the webdings.
woke up early this morn to go dancing. saw the jazz dance dat the others learnt in singapore. its soo 'satt'! i have got to learnt it!! bet pf's gonna be even more regretful dat she din go. hehe
btw, elaine is back...shes grown prettier...n if possible, thinner....she relli ought to put on more weight!!
i baked a cake dis evening....dont even like it...its soo odd, when i make stuff dat i like(sushi!) my family doesnt wanna eat it. but when i make stuff dat i dun relli tink tastes nice(the cake i baked) my family seems to enjoy it.... wierd!!
gonna go out for lunch tomolo. cant think of any new eating places in kch to go to. any suggestions?
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
leo forum 3
day 3!!
when i heard my hp ringing, i turned off the alarm n i tot id juz lie down a while more......then joce had a missed call n she got up. *shit!!!!* it was 8.30 oledi!! we overslept for 1 n a 1\2hrs! goodness....... we missed the aerobics n half of breakfast time oledi!! we rushed down 4 breakfast. luckily noone noticed dat we were late, or at least noone scolded us....
then we went to pack n bathe. when i was 1\2 way bathing, the arang ppl called us to go down. so we hurried down as fast as we cud. then when we got down...we were asked to be cameramen for them!! chissssss!!!!! wasting our lives! then we were stuck at the luggage room, helping the lion to put tags on the bags, while the arang ppl went off to eat!!(spluttering with outrage!)
aniwae, we finally lepaskan diri n went to eat lunch. then we had to go bring our luggage down to check out. on the way to the reception, we met edward hu told us to jaga the luggage, so we passed our key to him n we both sat each at one side of the double doors leading to the luggage room. we muz have looked relli funny, coz any1 hu relli wanted to steal luggage cud have wiped us out wif one punch!! =p
so there we sat.....until the final speech was done n evry1 started coming out to get thier luggage. then we became obstructions in evry1's way. hahah so we got up n took a pic wif celestine, then we went to get our luggage. after saying our goodbyes(not many coz we din meet many ppl -wad to do? din attend any of the talks mah! hehe)
we followed a bus back. in the bus, i had to sit nxt to dis wierdo guy hu kept nodding off to sleep. actually, i din mind him falling asleep. it was him falling asleep practically on my shoulder dat i minded!
i felt like shouting at him 'excuse me mister! we're not dat close u noe!!' and his body was so sticky summore!! eughhhhhh!!!
owh ya...the hawaiian nite got perv!! he kept staring at my legs!!(prasan hehe) but relli la! his face sooo ham sap!!! like nvr see ppl legs b4! i noe my skirt was obscenely short, but my huge purple scar shud deter any sane person from even giving my legs a second look!! sth wrong wif his brain! now dat i tink about it.....the forum got quite a few ham sap ppl.....i even accidentally tokkked to one!! i tot he was trying to skip cue, so i told him to start from the other end of the buffet table, and he tried to start tokkin to me! then ltr joce told me he checked me out many times b4 dat!! i tink he better check his eyes!! sth wrong wif his eyes! got so many hot chicks there, but he wanna look at cacat person....siaw!! chisssss sorry, but ham sap ppl relli piss me off!
hMm...wad else to say about the forum??
ow i made quite a few new frens! the arang rd ppl were very nice! then there r the other metro leos, n joce's justice league fren. n lets not 4get the funny dude ben! lol~
dats all folks...will write more if i remember! ;)
when i heard my hp ringing, i turned off the alarm n i tot id juz lie down a while more......then joce had a missed call n she got up. *shit!!!!* it was 8.30 oledi!! we overslept for 1 n a 1\2hrs! goodness....... we missed the aerobics n half of breakfast time oledi!! we rushed down 4 breakfast. luckily noone noticed dat we were late, or at least noone scolded us....
then we went to pack n bathe. when i was 1\2 way bathing, the arang ppl called us to go down. so we hurried down as fast as we cud. then when we got down...we were asked to be cameramen for them!! chissssss!!!!! wasting our lives! then we were stuck at the luggage room, helping the lion to put tags on the bags, while the arang ppl went off to eat!!(spluttering with outrage!)
aniwae, we finally lepaskan diri n went to eat lunch. then we had to go bring our luggage down to check out. on the way to the reception, we met edward hu told us to jaga the luggage, so we passed our key to him n we both sat each at one side of the double doors leading to the luggage room. we muz have looked relli funny, coz any1 hu relli wanted to steal luggage cud have wiped us out wif one punch!! =p
so there we sat.....until the final speech was done n evry1 started coming out to get thier luggage. then we became obstructions in evry1's way. hahah so we got up n took a pic wif celestine, then we went to get our luggage. after saying our goodbyes(not many coz we din meet many ppl -wad to do? din attend any of the talks mah! hehe)
we followed a bus back. in the bus, i had to sit nxt to dis wierdo guy hu kept nodding off to sleep. actually, i din mind him falling asleep. it was him falling asleep practically on my shoulder dat i minded!
i felt like shouting at him 'excuse me mister! we're not dat close u noe!!' and his body was so sticky summore!! eughhhhhh!!!
owh ya...the hawaiian nite got perv!! he kept staring at my legs!!(prasan hehe) but relli la! his face sooo ham sap!!! like nvr see ppl legs b4! i noe my skirt was obscenely short, but my huge purple scar shud deter any sane person from even giving my legs a second look!! sth wrong wif his brain! now dat i tink about it.....the forum got quite a few ham sap ppl.....i even accidentally tokkked to one!! i tot he was trying to skip cue, so i told him to start from the other end of the buffet table, and he tried to start tokkin to me! then ltr joce told me he checked me out many times b4 dat!! i tink he better check his eyes!! sth wrong wif his eyes! got so many hot chicks there, but he wanna look at cacat person....siaw!! chisssss sorry, but ham sap ppl relli piss me off!
hMm...wad else to say about the forum??
ow i made quite a few new frens! the arang rd ppl were very nice! then there r the other metro leos, n joce's justice league fren. n lets not 4get the funny dude ben! lol~
dats all folks...will write more if i remember! ;)
Monday, June 06, 2005
leo forum 2
day 2!
after breakfast, we were supposed to wake the wake up the rest of the forum ppl, but we din noe which rooms were leos, so we went to the reception to get the room list. i was falling asleep on my feet...zzz. then when the rest were calling the leos rooms, joce n i got the recepton to open our room door 4 us(we still din have the key.) n we ambil kesempatan to shower. we tot we were early, but by the time we were done, we were late. but we went to attend the talk aniwae. when we got there, evry1 was oledi inside n we felt very lost. so i juz registered then we found cletus hu told us to go back to sleep. so we went back to sleep. then near the afternoon we woke up. actually we planned on waking up 4 lunch, but when we woke up, we discovered dat we juz missed the 2nd talk , n it was not yet lunch, but we went to the ballroom aniwae. n hung aroud till the talk was over. when the leos started comin out, we found our roommates n got our key back.(the moved out the previous evening n kept the key even tho they din even sleep in the room! chisss)
then we were stationed to stand at the front door to make sure dat onli kch ppl left the area coz the rest were supposed to eat there n the kch ppl were to eat at the restaurant(not fair..but coz got not enuf space.) joce n i felt lke sch teachers coz the leos(some even older than us n got some working summore..) felt dat they had to explain to us y they were leaving the place. it was like when students ask permission from teachers to go to toilet!!
finally we when the leos were finishing their meal, we were allowed to go get our own lunch. after lunch, there was another talk. the last talk of the day. security had to stand at the door n make sure dat the leos registered b4 they entered.(good opportunity to tok to cute guys..hiaw mo!! haha) when the tok started, we sat by the door.....i tink it got boring or we had to go get sth...i 4got y, but we left to go back to our rooms. there, i pinned on my badges to my vest and we lazed around b4 goin down again....when we got back to the ballroom, they were singing 'heal the world' n we joined in(the song brought back memories of pri 4...man..dat was embarassing...). then the talk ended n we had nth to do again.
so we wondered around aimlessly n found ourselves at the obstacle course where we tried to go through the whole thing. it was surprisingly easy!! easier than the camp permai 1. but maybe its coz im taller so its easier. hehe i had fun running up n down the 'm' ramp. then we want to find the beach(we were at a beach resort n we hadnt even seen any sign of the beach yet!) it was quite a way off. but we finally found it. we were wearing sneakers, so we din go play. besides we had to go bath n get ready 4 the banquet nite.
we got to the ballroom early(early 4 normal leos, late 4 security) n saw dreamcatcher sitting dejectedly there. they still hadnt found any amps or drumset. after sitting n chatting wif them 4 awhile, we had to go to stand by the door n tell the entering leos to fill in the front few tables 1st. when the ballrooms began to fill up, we were posted to stand by the doors to make sure dat the entering leos all wore their name tags. it was like we were prefects or sth. ahha
the dinner was ok i guess...very boring. dreamcatcher played...i tot they were ok, but the band seemed to think dat it sucked..nvm guys, at least the audience loved it!
dat nite i tot no need patrol but mana tahu we joce n i met the rest of the security then we had to patrol(actually i was beginning to enjoy patrolling very much!!) we patrolled block 9 1st since arang din want to(they sed it was haunted..but we din see 'ath' there.) on our way there, we met a horde of cletus's fans...dat guy is like a girl magnet or sth...(bet dat comment made his ego rise..if he is reading dis =p)
at block 9, we checked some rooms to make sure dat there we no guys in the gals rooms n vise versa. i muz admit it was fun to menyerbu other ppls room!!(i told u im mean!)
the rooms dat we werent sure if they were leos or not, ben had to ring the doorbell. it was hilarious!!! coz nobody else wanted to kena if the ppl inside werent leo, so he wud have to stand all alone in front of the door wif his head bowed down like recieving punishment of sth, then he'd slowly lift his hand to ring the doorbell n when it turned out to not be a leo, he wud bow like the japanese while saying sorry!! lmao~ i told u he was funny!!
and evrydoor dat we werent sure of, n he had to ring the doorbell, it turned out not to be leos!! pooor guy!
then we went block 8 -my block. after patrolling joce n i went back to bed. but we were not sure wad time to wake up, so we set the alarm for 7am.
to be cont.....
after breakfast, we were supposed to wake the wake up the rest of the forum ppl, but we din noe which rooms were leos, so we went to the reception to get the room list. i was falling asleep on my feet...zzz. then when the rest were calling the leos rooms, joce n i got the recepton to open our room door 4 us(we still din have the key.) n we ambil kesempatan to shower. we tot we were early, but by the time we were done, we were late. but we went to attend the talk aniwae. when we got there, evry1 was oledi inside n we felt very lost. so i juz registered then we found cletus hu told us to go back to sleep. so we went back to sleep. then near the afternoon we woke up. actually we planned on waking up 4 lunch, but when we woke up, we discovered dat we juz missed the 2nd talk , n it was not yet lunch, but we went to the ballroom aniwae. n hung aroud till the talk was over. when the leos started comin out, we found our roommates n got our key back.(the moved out the previous evening n kept the key even tho they din even sleep in the room! chisss)
then we were stationed to stand at the front door to make sure dat onli kch ppl left the area coz the rest were supposed to eat there n the kch ppl were to eat at the restaurant(not fair..but coz got not enuf space.) joce n i felt lke sch teachers coz the leos(some even older than us n got some working summore..) felt dat they had to explain to us y they were leaving the place. it was like when students ask permission from teachers to go to toilet!!
finally we when the leos were finishing their meal, we were allowed to go get our own lunch. after lunch, there was another talk. the last talk of the day. security had to stand at the door n make sure dat the leos registered b4 they entered.(good opportunity to tok to cute guys..hiaw mo!! haha) when the tok started, we sat by the door.....i tink it got boring or we had to go get sth...i 4got y, but we left to go back to our rooms. there, i pinned on my badges to my vest and we lazed around b4 goin down again....when we got back to the ballroom, they were singing 'heal the world' n we joined in(the song brought back memories of pri 4...man..dat was embarassing...). then the talk ended n we had nth to do again.
so we wondered around aimlessly n found ourselves at the obstacle course where we tried to go through the whole thing. it was surprisingly easy!! easier than the camp permai 1. but maybe its coz im taller so its easier. hehe i had fun running up n down the 'm' ramp. then we want to find the beach(we were at a beach resort n we hadnt even seen any sign of the beach yet!) it was quite a way off. but we finally found it. we were wearing sneakers, so we din go play. besides we had to go bath n get ready 4 the banquet nite.
we got to the ballroom early(early 4 normal leos, late 4 security) n saw dreamcatcher sitting dejectedly there. they still hadnt found any amps or drumset. after sitting n chatting wif them 4 awhile, we had to go to stand by the door n tell the entering leos to fill in the front few tables 1st. when the ballrooms began to fill up, we were posted to stand by the doors to make sure dat the entering leos all wore their name tags. it was like we were prefects or sth. ahha
the dinner was ok i guess...very boring. dreamcatcher played...i tot they were ok, but the band seemed to think dat it sucked..nvm guys, at least the audience loved it!
dat nite i tot no need patrol but mana tahu we joce n i met the rest of the security then we had to patrol(actually i was beginning to enjoy patrolling very much!!) we patrolled block 9 1st since arang din want to(they sed it was haunted..but we din see 'ath' there.) on our way there, we met a horde of cletus's fans...dat guy is like a girl magnet or sth...(bet dat comment made his ego rise..if he is reading dis =p)
at block 9, we checked some rooms to make sure dat there we no guys in the gals rooms n vise versa. i muz admit it was fun to menyerbu other ppls room!!(i told u im mean!)
the rooms dat we werent sure if they were leos or not, ben had to ring the doorbell. it was hilarious!!! coz nobody else wanted to kena if the ppl inside werent leo, so he wud have to stand all alone in front of the door wif his head bowed down like recieving punishment of sth, then he'd slowly lift his hand to ring the doorbell n when it turned out to not be a leo, he wud bow like the japanese while saying sorry!! lmao~ i told u he was funny!!
and evrydoor dat we werent sure of, n he had to ring the doorbell, it turned out not to be leos!! pooor guy!
then we went block 8 -my block. after patrolling joce n i went back to bed. but we were not sure wad time to wake up, so we set the alarm for 7am.
to be cont.....
Sunday, June 05, 2005
leo forum
the leo forum was fun!
on fri afternoon i went to civic centre to wait 4 the bus but sumhow there was no bus. i met jocelyn n cletus there. then we followed dis car to go buy alcohol(dun ask..) but they din buy it in the end anywae....then we had to go back to civic to wait 4 da bus again but it was so bloody hot so we walked to swak club and had a drink. then we had to walk back to get to the bus.. by dat time i was wondering y i bothered to bathe dat morn...then we went to pick up out station leos n finally we were on our way to santubong...............
me n joce were in the same room n w were supposed to shere it wif 2 other gals from tawau. they were pretty nice i guess. i tot they were quite young....like f3...boy was i wrong!! they were in upper n lower six! older than me! lol~
aniwaez since we missed the opening ceremony we had lotsa time to juz wonder around. which we did! then we got back to our room to bathe n get change for 'hawaiian nite'.
wearing my 'hawaiian' clothes, i felt so bare!! coz my top was a halter n the back was very bare n my skirt was the shortest i had worn in my life!!! (i only bought dat skirt coz it was the onli thing in the whole store dat matched the top i oledi bought..n very paiseh if i din buy it since i tried on evry other skirt in the shop!) thank goodness for the leo vest! haha
since metro n arang road was in charge of security, (we wore dis red cloth tied around our wrist\arm.. dat looked like sumbody died...so ppl cud tell we were the security ppl) we had to make sure evry1 was settled. then when we had to stand aroud the tables to shush ppl. it was quite fun actually, standing around trying to look full of authority. lol~
then we made sure ppl din cut cue 4 the buffet n when we finally got to eat, all the good stuff was gone...sheila, joce n i took clams which we were struggling to pry poen n in the end lionel kindly put us out of our misery but sacrificing his hands to pry open our clams for us. lol~
after the dinner there was footloose. b4 it started, joce n i snuck away to change to clothes dat were easier to move in n when we got back (barely 15 mins) the footloose was over! wad kinda footloose was dat?! onli 15mins!
whoops! muz not 4get! i met my uncle there! he's the son of my grandpa's bro, but he's onli a few yrs older than me. he was nominated for best dressed guy! although he din win, i still tink he was the best looking...my relative mah! heheh
nvr expected to meet him there..or anywhere for dat matter.. its coz we've both lived our whole lives in kch n our paths have nvr crossed,(except during new years n other family stuff..) then when he goes of to study in curtin uni in sibu, we meet! odd...
ltr dat nite we(security) went patrolling. we were supposed to meet the arang group at block 5. but sumhow, nobody knew where was block 5...not even the person who suggested we meet there! so we had to hunt for the block. met dis dude ben when patrolling, he joined us...he's kewl, very funny!!
it was fun walking aroud being the bad guy n chasing ppl back to their rooms...not sure if the others enjoyed it..but i did! im mean!! haha
i bet it was lots more fun than being cooped up in a room, doin nth, like the ppl we chased back to their rooms had to do! =p ok, mebe they were doin sth, but its still more fun to 'kia kia'. =)
owh n we caught my uncle n his frens playing pool...then we chased them back (actually dats where we got ben from)(sorry sequence cacated) i felt bad dat my uncle still smiled at me when they were leaving.... but i tink he feels as kekok around me as i do for him. heheh
dat nite me n joce had to sleep in cletus n lionels rooms coz our key was wif the tawau gurls. actually me n joce tried to sleep. the rest were playing ps2 n chatting. then cletus's frens visited n the suasana became even more unconducive for sleeping, so i gave up trying to sleep.
then we finally decided to sleep n skip our 3am shift to patrol.(the nxt morn the arang road sed dat they din see us hMm..wonder y? we acted innocent...) at 5am sheila joce n i went to sheila's room so dat ppl wont see us in cletus's room. then since it was so frigging cold, all 4 of us squeezed into sheila n jia weis bed.(their roomates were in the other bed)
at about 6?7? we went to have breakfast. joce n i were still in our previous nites clothes...we felt so sticky n groggy. i bet the other ppl were like 'eii din even change ar dis ppl..la sap!' lol~
ok..dis is getting to long n long-winded.....i'll continue tomolo! haha
im juz typing all dis down so dat i'll have sumwhere to look to when i wanna remember wad happened in the future! good memories mah! =D
on fri afternoon i went to civic centre to wait 4 the bus but sumhow there was no bus. i met jocelyn n cletus there. then we followed dis car to go buy alcohol(dun ask..) but they din buy it in the end anywae....then we had to go back to civic to wait 4 da bus again but it was so bloody hot so we walked to swak club and had a drink. then we had to walk back to get to the bus.. by dat time i was wondering y i bothered to bathe dat morn...then we went to pick up out station leos n finally we were on our way to santubong...............
me n joce were in the same room n w were supposed to shere it wif 2 other gals from tawau. they were pretty nice i guess. i tot they were quite young....like f3...boy was i wrong!! they were in upper n lower six! older than me! lol~
aniwaez since we missed the opening ceremony we had lotsa time to juz wonder around. which we did! then we got back to our room to bathe n get change for 'hawaiian nite'.
wearing my 'hawaiian' clothes, i felt so bare!! coz my top was a halter n the back was very bare n my skirt was the shortest i had worn in my life!!! (i only bought dat skirt coz it was the onli thing in the whole store dat matched the top i oledi bought..n very paiseh if i din buy it since i tried on evry other skirt in the shop!) thank goodness for the leo vest! haha
since metro n arang road was in charge of security, (we wore dis red cloth tied around our wrist\arm.. dat looked like sumbody died...so ppl cud tell we were the security ppl) we had to make sure evry1 was settled. then when we had to stand aroud the tables to shush ppl. it was quite fun actually, standing around trying to look full of authority. lol~
then we made sure ppl din cut cue 4 the buffet n when we finally got to eat, all the good stuff was gone...sheila, joce n i took clams which we were struggling to pry poen n in the end lionel kindly put us out of our misery but sacrificing his hands to pry open our clams for us. lol~
after the dinner there was footloose. b4 it started, joce n i snuck away to change to clothes dat were easier to move in n when we got back (barely 15 mins) the footloose was over! wad kinda footloose was dat?! onli 15mins!
whoops! muz not 4get! i met my uncle there! he's the son of my grandpa's bro, but he's onli a few yrs older than me. he was nominated for best dressed guy! although he din win, i still tink he was the best looking...my relative mah! heheh
nvr expected to meet him there..or anywhere for dat matter.. its coz we've both lived our whole lives in kch n our paths have nvr crossed,(except during new years n other family stuff..) then when he goes of to study in curtin uni in sibu, we meet! odd...
ltr dat nite we(security) went patrolling. we were supposed to meet the arang group at block 5. but sumhow, nobody knew where was block 5...not even the person who suggested we meet there! so we had to hunt for the block. met dis dude ben when patrolling, he joined us...he's kewl, very funny!!
it was fun walking aroud being the bad guy n chasing ppl back to their rooms...not sure if the others enjoyed it..but i did! im mean!! haha
i bet it was lots more fun than being cooped up in a room, doin nth, like the ppl we chased back to their rooms had to do! =p ok, mebe they were doin sth, but its still more fun to 'kia kia'. =)
owh n we caught my uncle n his frens playing pool...then we chased them back (actually dats where we got ben from)(sorry sequence cacated) i felt bad dat my uncle still smiled at me when they were leaving.... but i tink he feels as kekok around me as i do for him. heheh
dat nite me n joce had to sleep in cletus n lionels rooms coz our key was wif the tawau gurls. actually me n joce tried to sleep. the rest were playing ps2 n chatting. then cletus's frens visited n the suasana became even more unconducive for sleeping, so i gave up trying to sleep.
then we finally decided to sleep n skip our 3am shift to patrol.(the nxt morn the arang road sed dat they din see us hMm..wonder y? we acted innocent...) at 5am sheila joce n i went to sheila's room so dat ppl wont see us in cletus's room. then since it was so frigging cold, all 4 of us squeezed into sheila n jia weis bed.(their roomates were in the other bed)
at about 6?7? we went to have breakfast. joce n i were still in our previous nites clothes...we felt so sticky n groggy. i bet the other ppl were like 'eii din even change ar dis ppl..la sap!' lol~
ok..dis is getting to long n long-winded.....i'll continue tomolo! haha
im juz typing all dis down so dat i'll have sumwhere to look to when i wanna remember wad happened in the future! good memories mah! =D
Thursday, June 02, 2005
eruption
when i get angry, i just erupt....i say and do things dat i dun mean and i usually regret it ltr....
when i do dat i guess the ppl roud me get scared. but i juz wanna let u guys noe, juz let me be...i'll be fine in a while. dun take wad i say to heart. its my way of venting my anger. i let it all out so dat it'll nvr bother me again. sometimes when no1 is there 4 me to take it out on, i cry. bitter tears of anger.....but im ok after dat. wierd.. haha
i nvr let myself be down for to long. i have dis habit of pushing unpleasant things to the back of my mind and not thinkin about it. it keeps me happy most of the time, but deep down, i noe the problems are still there. but i also noe dat if i keep stressing about my problems the way some of my frens do, im bound to go crazy real soon!(not dat im not already half-way there..) when i tell myself dat im not gonna think about sth, i usually succeed in doin just dat.(dis is very unfortunate esp when i tell myself not to think about my studying when i wanna read.)
enuf about my anger. actually today was a good day. the only bad part was dinner time.....but nvm. lets not think about dat. lol
stella came over to my house today. she helped me pack for the forum and we tokked about stuff.
i felt rather distant from her when our classes were separated in f4, but after tokkin to her and catching up on alota stuff lately, i noe dat she'll always be the one i can tok anything wif....(stella, wanna bet??) lol~
i made sushi in the morn n we had dat 4 lunch. when she went back i packed sum 4 her too. since noone else in my house appreciates my food....chisssss aniwaez she also gave me sum kong pia b4 she left. it was yummy!
tomolo im gonna go to the leo forum.... i relli relli hope its fun...*sigh*
aniwaez, its late. gtg catch some zzz....
when i do dat i guess the ppl roud me get scared. but i juz wanna let u guys noe, juz let me be...i'll be fine in a while. dun take wad i say to heart. its my way of venting my anger. i let it all out so dat it'll nvr bother me again. sometimes when no1 is there 4 me to take it out on, i cry. bitter tears of anger.....but im ok after dat. wierd.. haha
i nvr let myself be down for to long. i have dis habit of pushing unpleasant things to the back of my mind and not thinkin about it. it keeps me happy most of the time, but deep down, i noe the problems are still there. but i also noe dat if i keep stressing about my problems the way some of my frens do, im bound to go crazy real soon!(not dat im not already half-way there..) when i tell myself dat im not gonna think about sth, i usually succeed in doin just dat.(dis is very unfortunate esp when i tell myself not to think about my studying when i wanna read.)
enuf about my anger. actually today was a good day. the only bad part was dinner time.....but nvm. lets not think about dat. lol
stella came over to my house today. she helped me pack for the forum and we tokked about stuff.
i felt rather distant from her when our classes were separated in f4, but after tokkin to her and catching up on alota stuff lately, i noe dat she'll always be the one i can tok anything wif....(stella, wanna bet??) lol~
i made sushi in the morn n we had dat 4 lunch. when she went back i packed sum 4 her too. since noone else in my house appreciates my food....chisssss aniwaez she also gave me sum kong pia b4 she left. it was yummy!
tomolo im gonna go to the leo forum.... i relli relli hope its fun...*sigh*
aniwaez, its late. gtg catch some zzz....
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
still standing
have u ever looked forward to sth then suddenly changed ur mind about it? well, i sure feel dat way. i guess its coz circumstances change, outlooks change, feelings change....*sigh* sth dat i've looked forward to for weeks, i now look upon with apprehension. y cant some things stay constant?
like the k=constant in math? i suppose my cheap joking is a constant...lol~
no matter how i try to lead my life, the decicions i make, the things i do, the things i take for granted, sth always manages to screw up and screw evrything else along the way too... it doesnt help dat i also feel dat it is sumhow my fault.
*sigh* i sure hope evrything turns out fine.
standing here in the rain,
rain drops,
like tear drops,
pattering down on me,
i stand alone,
noone comes,
nobody knows,
its cold,
wet inside and out,
soundless shivers rack my body,
i hear the sounds of celebration in the distance,
here,
all is quiet,
nobody treads here,
i am alone in my silence.
the rain has stopped,
a rainbow appears among the clouds,
only now do i dare to lift my head,
the birds are singing,
a new day has dawned,
again i must rise,
rise and be strong,
i have a long way ahead of me,
many more mistakes to make,
many more times to fall,
stubbornly i carry on,
i will not give up,
i will not give them the satisfaction,
of seeing me beaten!
dunno y i had the sudden urge to write dat...suits my mood tho. ;)
like the k=constant in math? i suppose my cheap joking is a constant...lol~
no matter how i try to lead my life, the decicions i make, the things i do, the things i take for granted, sth always manages to screw up and screw evrything else along the way too... it doesnt help dat i also feel dat it is sumhow my fault.
*sigh* i sure hope evrything turns out fine.
standing here in the rain,
rain drops,
like tear drops,
pattering down on me,
i stand alone,
noone comes,
nobody knows,
its cold,
wet inside and out,
soundless shivers rack my body,
i hear the sounds of celebration in the distance,
here,
all is quiet,
nobody treads here,
i am alone in my silence.
the rain has stopped,
a rainbow appears among the clouds,
only now do i dare to lift my head,
the birds are singing,
a new day has dawned,
again i must rise,
rise and be strong,
i have a long way ahead of me,
many more mistakes to make,
many more times to fall,
stubbornly i carry on,
i will not give up,
i will not give them the satisfaction,
of seeing me beaten!
dunno y i had the sudden urge to write dat...suits my mood tho. ;)
Thursday, May 26, 2005
cupcakes!
i heard the most foolish threat ever from my father yesterday! he was scolding my bro coz my bro din wanna go to sum public speaking seminar then when my bro refused to hand in the registration form, he sed "then i wont send u to sch tomorrow!" lol~ my goodness, i wish he'd threaten me like that! my bro was so happy! he was disobedient but he got a reward! and i was laughing my head off in the background. i guess my dad realised it was a silly threat, coz he sent my bro to sch todae aniwae.
guess wad i smell now? mMmmmm...cupcakes! i baked them for teachers dae tomorrow co as usual, my class didnt get ath 4 the teachers dis teachers dae. and since dis is the last yr, i decided to make an effort...ok ok it did help dat the cupcake mix was store bought...hehe! too bad theres not enuf mix so i can onli give each teacher 2 cupcakes and they r stunted cupcakes summore!!! but its the thought dat counts! i planned on using candy to write the teachers name on each cupcake, but i gave up after 'lily' coz the candy was too small n kept spilling evrywhere! actually i planned on putting leng lui for cikgu lily, but i guess even the cupcakes dun wan me to lie! lol~ jk jk! now im facing the problem of packaging the cupcakes. *sigh* they had better appreciate this!!
holidays r coming up and im goin leo forum soon! yay! nvr been to leo forum b4, hope its fun!! (whoops, better check on my cupcakes!)(yumMm delicious!)
well i guess dats all 4 now, gtg pack cupcakes!
guess wad i smell now? mMmmmm...cupcakes! i baked them for teachers dae tomorrow co as usual, my class didnt get ath 4 the teachers dis teachers dae. and since dis is the last yr, i decided to make an effort...ok ok it did help dat the cupcake mix was store bought...hehe! too bad theres not enuf mix so i can onli give each teacher 2 cupcakes and they r stunted cupcakes summore!!! but its the thought dat counts! i planned on using candy to write the teachers name on each cupcake, but i gave up after 'lily' coz the candy was too small n kept spilling evrywhere! actually i planned on putting leng lui for cikgu lily, but i guess even the cupcakes dun wan me to lie! lol~ jk jk! now im facing the problem of packaging the cupcakes. *sigh* they had better appreciate this!!
holidays r coming up and im goin leo forum soon! yay! nvr been to leo forum b4, hope its fun!! (whoops, better check on my cupcakes!)(yumMm delicious!)
well i guess dats all 4 now, gtg pack cupcakes!
Saturday, May 21, 2005
tired!
yesterday both the art classes went to Gunung Gading for class trip. i wore my "ama" pants and shirt coz i din wanna get bitten by leeches -or any other insects for that matter... i looked like i was wearing pjs. lol~ then dex din like my clothes so he din "protect" me like he was suppoed to. (not like i needed his protection, i hiked faster than him! =p ) then for the rest of the trip he kept badgering about my "ama" pants. but they're good! coz all those ppl wearing jeans complained dat their jeans cant stretch. unlike my "ama" pants! =p
after all the hiking n seeing the rafflesia, we had lunch. so i changed clothes since we din have to hike anymore. then dat silly dex splashed me at the waterfalls until i was all wet! chisss~ i had no more clothes to change into so i had to bear with it and dis cikgu so mean, dun wanna help me. humph! but she got splashed in the end too! hahaha
on the ferry on the way back to sch, there was dis relli 'pu bo' land cruiser. he (the driver) cud see dat there was no more space for us to squeeze, but he kept edging his car closer and closer to us. he was practically running over our toes! we were sooo pissed! summore, he juz sat in there insulting us to his fren! then i did sth..muaahhahah (it is highly advisable to nvr piss amy off!) well, u see rite...i was chewwing gum....so...i juz took it out....and....i stuck it on.....the vehicles shiny white bumper!!!! muahahahahah
overall,the trip was quite fun. but a few ppl felt unwell tho. mebe it was to taxing for them or like kchai they were sick b4 dat. (funny, he din seem sick at all while he was filming the "blairwitch project" ;) )
when i got home, i quickly took my bath and got ready to go out again coz i was goin out wif Stella to find her a dress for her class photo-taking which was the nxt dae (todae). so my mum sent me to stella's house then we went to find the dress. we went from parkson to tun jugah to s'wak plaza.(haiyar, after hiking gunung i went hiking malls! too much energy!) at last she bought a bright fushia dress. it was sizzling...woohoo!
then we hurried to Fabian's party(see! go party summore!) coz we were oledi late for more than an hour. there, i ate, and Ate, and ATE!! lol~ u can ask che wee to find out exactly how much i ate!! then i followed Stella's car home and slept at midnite.
today i woke up early to go tuition. i was barely awake! tired mah! hahah so i barely did any work. juz tokked and tokked. then came home and did my chores. after dat i had to go take passport sized photo coz i havent sent any for the forum registration form yet. then i went s'wak club to wait for my bro n eat dinner. but my bro joined sum swimming telematch or sth and it was too late. i cudnt wait anymore so my mum n i went home to get the tix for star wars then my mum sent me to my cuzzies home and my cuzzie drove us to star and we were rite on time! so i passed bryants tix to him and we got popcorn then went in to watch the movie. but b4 the movie started, as usual there were trailers of other movies and batman looked kewl! so did initial d and mr n mrs smith.(have to go buy the pirated vcd! lol~)
the movie was ok i guess....a bit to dark for me coz i prefer happy endings! but it was kewl and i knew the storyline anyway.
on another note, i have given up on sum1 ever becoming hu i hope them to be. i've been let down too many times. i cant trust dis person animo. blarghhh!! suxx! i hate being dissapointed in ppl whom i look up to!
ah well...i cant change the way the wind blows...
dats all for now folks!
after all the hiking n seeing the rafflesia, we had lunch. so i changed clothes since we din have to hike anymore. then dat silly dex splashed me at the waterfalls until i was all wet! chisss~ i had no more clothes to change into so i had to bear with it and dis cikgu so mean, dun wanna help me. humph! but she got splashed in the end too! hahaha
on the ferry on the way back to sch, there was dis relli 'pu bo' land cruiser. he (the driver) cud see dat there was no more space for us to squeeze, but he kept edging his car closer and closer to us. he was practically running over our toes! we were sooo pissed! summore, he juz sat in there insulting us to his fren! then i did sth..muaahhahah (it is highly advisable to nvr piss amy off!) well, u see rite...i was chewwing gum....so...i juz took it out....and....i stuck it on.....the vehicles shiny white bumper!!!! muahahahahah
overall,the trip was quite fun. but a few ppl felt unwell tho. mebe it was to taxing for them or like kchai they were sick b4 dat. (funny, he din seem sick at all while he was filming the "blairwitch project" ;) )
when i got home, i quickly took my bath and got ready to go out again coz i was goin out wif Stella to find her a dress for her class photo-taking which was the nxt dae (todae). so my mum sent me to stella's house then we went to find the dress. we went from parkson to tun jugah to s'wak plaza.(haiyar, after hiking gunung i went hiking malls! too much energy!) at last she bought a bright fushia dress. it was sizzling...woohoo!
then we hurried to Fabian's party(see! go party summore!) coz we were oledi late for more than an hour. there, i ate, and Ate, and ATE!! lol~ u can ask che wee to find out exactly how much i ate!! then i followed Stella's car home and slept at midnite.
today i woke up early to go tuition. i was barely awake! tired mah! hahah so i barely did any work. juz tokked and tokked. then came home and did my chores. after dat i had to go take passport sized photo coz i havent sent any for the forum registration form yet. then i went s'wak club to wait for my bro n eat dinner. but my bro joined sum swimming telematch or sth and it was too late. i cudnt wait anymore so my mum n i went home to get the tix for star wars then my mum sent me to my cuzzies home and my cuzzie drove us to star and we were rite on time! so i passed bryants tix to him and we got popcorn then went in to watch the movie. but b4 the movie started, as usual there were trailers of other movies and batman looked kewl! so did initial d and mr n mrs smith.(have to go buy the pirated vcd! lol~)
the movie was ok i guess....a bit to dark for me coz i prefer happy endings! but it was kewl and i knew the storyline anyway.
on another note, i have given up on sum1 ever becoming hu i hope them to be. i've been let down too many times. i cant trust dis person animo. blarghhh!! suxx! i hate being dissapointed in ppl whom i look up to!
ah well...i cant change the way the wind blows...
dats all for now folks!
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
jumbled emotions
how i felt today. in no particular order.
lost,
uncertain,
pleased,
concerned,
sad,
confused,
frustrated,
disappointed,
angry,
disgusted,
revolted,
insecure,
proud,
injured,
impatient,
exasperated,
thankful,
excited,
relieved,
ignored,
glad,
annoyed.
*sigh* a normal day i guess...
lost,
uncertain,
pleased,
concerned,
sad,
confused,
frustrated,
disappointed,
angry,
disgusted,
revolted,
insecure,
proud,
injured,
impatient,
exasperated,
thankful,
excited,
relieved,
ignored,
glad,
annoyed.
*sigh* a normal day i guess...
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
photos~
heyz here are a few photos i took at Great Wall when we went to take class photo. i borrowed dex's hp. and yes, cikgu lily, heres the bride wif her grooms......(all the guys got gf oledi..i sure kena bunuh dis time!)
bride (dex plonked the shawl on my shoulders and jill stuffed the flowers into my hands. i look so scary!)
ah^liew (he looks like sum bisness tycoon!)
kchaisor (simple kelvin was soo worried bout his looks.. dun worry kelvin, u always look good!)
dex (the 'sat-ness' we siong u all!)
(pic deleted coz gf tegur!)
goat-don (the universal sign of the goat! lol~)
dex (hMm..dex looks funny..)
crab-leb (the 'hotness' of his suit!)
this is the first time im doin dis, so hope the pics come out ok! lol~
thanx for showing me the light andrew!
bride (dex plonked the shawl on my shoulders and jill stuffed the flowers into my hands. i look so scary!)
ah^liew (he looks like sum bisness tycoon!)
kchaisor (simple kelvin was soo worried bout his looks.. dun worry kelvin, u always look good!)
dex (the 'sat-ness' we siong u all!)
(pic deleted coz gf tegur!)
goat-don (the universal sign of the goat! lol~)
dex (hMm..dex looks funny..)
crab-leb (the 'hotness' of his suit!)
this is the first time im doin dis, so hope the pics come out ok! lol~
thanx for showing me the light andrew!
Sunday, May 15, 2005
photo taking, tong hua
Yesterdae my class had phototaking. honestly i was quite dissapointed in sum of da gurls......coz after all, dis is our last yr. y not make the photo a relli memorable 1?
the guys rawked! they all looked sizzling in their formal shirts. then they added ties to their do and looked even better! as 4 da gurls....well...u noe dat usually gurls r the ones dat love girly stuff like dressing up rite? well, not dis crew! compared to the formal guys, they were relli casual. spoil the photo nia! if onli they had dressed up more formally, the photo wud have been perfect!! i mean all da other classes r taking formal pics n the gals n guys even go to salon to do their hair! since we're taking the photo in a studio, y not make extra effort?? i mean dun hafta go salon la, but at least wear nicer! if wanna wear jeans also wear a formal top la. or wear a darker shade of jeans so it looks more formal! i dun mean all the gals..juz sum..muz padan the guys mah! also dun sia soi our class. after the other classes all look soo nice n we look so mixed (casual n formal- not united). then giving dat stupid voonie chance to insult our class again.
*sigh* i sound so vain!!!! ahahahahh oh well....juz letting it out..
i liked the way Great Wall did things tho. it was kewl! the photographer (carols dad if im not mistaken) put us at ease and took a lot of funny shots. they were not afraid to take a lot of pics..unlike sum other photo studios..then the individual shots they told us how to pose and positioned us n evrything. it felt so professional! i cant wait to see the pics! hope they come out great!
todae my parents went to kl. so my gran took me n my bro out to lunch. we ate at swak club then we went to look at sum boutiques. gran bought me a halter then we went home. then i bathed and changed my bro n parents bed sheets for them. after dat i napped. then in the evening we went to my other grans house for dinner. after dinner we watched the video of tong hua. it was soo touching. the video after dat was very nice too. but i dunno the title. btw im very proud of my cuzzie!!!!! hes gonna sing tong hua for teachers dae! but i wont put his name here. embarass him onli! lol~ later evry1 muz clap loudly for him k? goodness i feel like his mum or sth....but i did watch him grow up!hes been through quite a journey! now eng tau liaw! ehhehe i keep teasing him!
my parents r coming back on tuesdae. until then......muahhahahahaahahahha(evil laugh)
the guys rawked! they all looked sizzling in their formal shirts. then they added ties to their do and looked even better! as 4 da gurls....well...u noe dat usually gurls r the ones dat love girly stuff like dressing up rite? well, not dis crew! compared to the formal guys, they were relli casual. spoil the photo nia! if onli they had dressed up more formally, the photo wud have been perfect!! i mean all da other classes r taking formal pics n the gals n guys even go to salon to do their hair! since we're taking the photo in a studio, y not make extra effort?? i mean dun hafta go salon la, but at least wear nicer! if wanna wear jeans also wear a formal top la. or wear a darker shade of jeans so it looks more formal! i dun mean all the gals..juz sum..muz padan the guys mah! also dun sia soi our class. after the other classes all look soo nice n we look so mixed (casual n formal- not united). then giving dat stupid voonie chance to insult our class again.
*sigh* i sound so vain!!!! ahahahahh oh well....juz letting it out..
i liked the way Great Wall did things tho. it was kewl! the photographer (carols dad if im not mistaken) put us at ease and took a lot of funny shots. they were not afraid to take a lot of pics..unlike sum other photo studios..then the individual shots they told us how to pose and positioned us n evrything. it felt so professional! i cant wait to see the pics! hope they come out great!
todae my parents went to kl. so my gran took me n my bro out to lunch. we ate at swak club then we went to look at sum boutiques. gran bought me a halter then we went home. then i bathed and changed my bro n parents bed sheets for them. after dat i napped. then in the evening we went to my other grans house for dinner. after dinner we watched the video of tong hua. it was soo touching. the video after dat was very nice too. but i dunno the title. btw im very proud of my cuzzie!!!!! hes gonna sing tong hua for teachers dae! but i wont put his name here. embarass him onli! lol~ later evry1 muz clap loudly for him k? goodness i feel like his mum or sth....but i did watch him grow up!hes been through quite a journey! now eng tau liaw! ehhehe i keep teasing him!
my parents r coming back on tuesdae. until then......muahhahahahaahahahha(evil laugh)
Saturday, May 14, 2005
quotes i agree with
"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of
love."-Stendhal"Within you I lose myself. Without you I find myself wanting to be lost again." -unknown
"To love someone deeply gives you strength. Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage." -- Lao Tzu
"Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there." -- Otomo No Yakamochi
This was love at first sight, love everlasting: a feeling unknown, unhoped for, unexpected--in so far as it could be a matter of conscious awareness; it took entire possession of him, and he understood, with joyous amazement, that this was for life. * Thomas Mann
We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person. * W. Somerset Maugham
Love sought is good, but given unsought, is better. * William Shakespeare
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow ~ Don't walk behind me, I may not lead ~ Just walk beside me and be my friend."-unknown
"You can hardly make a friend in a year, but you can easily offend one in an hour." -- Chinese Proverb
My best friend is the man who in wishing me well wishes it for my sake. * Aristotle
Respect yourself and others will respect you.-Confucius
When anger rises,think of the consequences.-Confucius
If your success is not on your own terms, if it looks good to the world, but does not feel good in your heart, it is not success at all. -Anna Quindlen
It hurts to find out that what you wanted doesn't match what you dreamed it to be. -Randy K. Milholland
Happiness depends upon ourselves. -Aristotle
A foolish man seeks happiness in the distance, the wise grows it under his feet. -James Oppenheim
A good friend can tell you what is the matter with you in a minute. He may not seem such a good friend after telling. -Arthur Brisbane
All people want is someone to listen. -Hugh Elliot
If you make it plain you like people, it's hard for them to resist liking you back. -Lois McMaster Bujold
Friday, May 13, 2005
back
Hey!!
im sorry i havent updated in a long time, but i was looking for a new blogskin. i finnally found the perfect one, but then i realized dat i din noe how to change blogskins.......so..*sigh* wasting my time onli!!
my sis-leh! she is the one dat taught me how to change but the when she saw the one i picked she suddenly say dunno how!!!! humph! not high tech enuf! now i hafta go find sum high tech person to help me!! preferably not juz help, but actually do the whole thing for me. muahahahahahahah im lazy!!!
so wad has been happening....? well, i got 94% for pdg!!! and i barely studied...actually i read through the other text book...but the format was diff..so i read through alota stuff we havent learnt yet, and i din even realize it! haahhaha and i tot i havent finished studying! read until over lor! but honestly the test was an easy 1 aniwae. then i got 90% for ekons.....ok la din beat brandon tho...he got 97%, darn! but nvm lah, he's the ekons whiz! always getting these absurdly high marks for ekons then onli get ok marks for pdg. haha he was so pissed i eat him for pdg dat he merajuk and got piss-y for the rest of the day. the nxt day when "goat" beat him for geo, he got pissed agian! lol~ the kiasu-ness!
hMmmm...then wad else? oh yea! we played captains ball for p.e. soph, calvin, mcih and i were in one team. bryant, peisze, stacy n wendy were in the other team. obvoiusly my team trashed them!!! muahaha
wad to do? we got soph ma! it was relli fun!! the score was 12(us) 2(them) or sth like that. i hope it rains again nxt week so dat we can play again! ahhaahha
my gran went to china on tour for awhile. so i had to help my mum cook. *phew* im glad she's back! its not dat i hate cooking or ath.. but, cooking when my chinese serial is showing is not exactly the most enjoyable thing to do... hehe
i've been discovering alota stuff about my sis through her blog!
1. she lives in a "rabbit farm"
2. she plays Dota
3. she plays foosball
4. she is agressive when she plays it!
5. she has been skipping lectures!
6. apparently she still scares ppl wif her laugh! haha
btw, i got banned from the com last wednesday coz i always sleep too late. (like now!) so b4 i getbanned again, i better go! (actually the ban is still on...) hehehe
im sorry i havent updated in a long time, but i was looking for a new blogskin. i finnally found the perfect one, but then i realized dat i din noe how to change blogskins.......so..*sigh* wasting my time onli!!
my sis-leh! she is the one dat taught me how to change but the when she saw the one i picked she suddenly say dunno how!!!! humph! not high tech enuf! now i hafta go find sum high tech person to help me!! preferably not juz help, but actually do the whole thing for me. muahahahahahahah im lazy!!!
so wad has been happening....? well, i got 94% for pdg!!! and i barely studied...actually i read through the other text book...but the format was diff..so i read through alota stuff we havent learnt yet, and i din even realize it! haahhaha and i tot i havent finished studying! read until over lor! but honestly the test was an easy 1 aniwae. then i got 90% for ekons.....ok la din beat brandon tho...he got 97%, darn! but nvm lah, he's the ekons whiz! always getting these absurdly high marks for ekons then onli get ok marks for pdg. haha he was so pissed i eat him for pdg dat he merajuk and got piss-y for the rest of the day. the nxt day when "goat" beat him for geo, he got pissed agian! lol~ the kiasu-ness!
hMmmm...then wad else? oh yea! we played captains ball for p.e. soph, calvin, mcih and i were in one team. bryant, peisze, stacy n wendy were in the other team. obvoiusly my team trashed them!!! muahaha
wad to do? we got soph ma! it was relli fun!! the score was 12(us) 2(them) or sth like that. i hope it rains again nxt week so dat we can play again! ahhaahha
my gran went to china on tour for awhile. so i had to help my mum cook. *phew* im glad she's back! its not dat i hate cooking or ath.. but, cooking when my chinese serial is showing is not exactly the most enjoyable thing to do... hehe
i've been discovering alota stuff about my sis through her blog!
1. she lives in a "rabbit farm"
2. she plays Dota
3. she plays foosball
4. she is agressive when she plays it!
5. she has been skipping lectures!
6. apparently she still scares ppl wif her laugh! haha
btw, i got banned from the com last wednesday coz i always sleep too late. (like now!) so b4 i getbanned again, i better go! (actually the ban is still on...) hehehe
Thursday, May 05, 2005
phase
im in a wierd phase of my life...in all my yrs in sch, it has nvr been a habit of mine to sleep in class. but lately, i've started to nod off more and more often. this is bad! esp since its the most crucial yr of my sch life!
*sigh* i guess its coz:
-i sleep too late
-too much stress
-i think too much about bukan bukan
-i've turned lazier
-i have too lil will power
blargh~ dis sux....... it not like i dunno at i shud sleep earlier.... its juz dat im tidak insaf. ~lol~
summore i keep thinkin about stupid stuff.... things dat r like nvr gonna ever happen. :(
my grades r slipping. its amazing i managed to maintain my 3rd placing in class! i still cant believe i juz barely passed sej paper two... during the test i actually tot i mite get a B3! turned out to be a C5? dun relli remember. juz remember dat i barely passed.
bertaubatlah amy!!
i guess since i was so 'the responsibleness' last yr (which is totally unlike me!) my mind cud't take anymore and is now malfunctioning. haha
i have to kick back into 'responsible' mode again. juz bertahan for another half a yr!
my goodness....so much malay in my post. wierd!
well dats all for now. signing off~
*sigh* i guess its coz:
-i sleep too late
-too much stress
-i think too much about bukan bukan
-i've turned lazier
-i have too lil will power
blargh~ dis sux....... it not like i dunno at i shud sleep earlier.... its juz dat im tidak insaf. ~lol~
summore i keep thinkin about stupid stuff.... things dat r like nvr gonna ever happen. :(
my grades r slipping. its amazing i managed to maintain my 3rd placing in class! i still cant believe i juz barely passed sej paper two... during the test i actually tot i mite get a B3! turned out to be a C5? dun relli remember. juz remember dat i barely passed.
bertaubatlah amy!!
i guess since i was so 'the responsibleness' last yr (which is totally unlike me!) my mind cud't take anymore and is now malfunctioning. haha
i have to kick back into 'responsible' mode again. juz bertahan for another half a yr!
my goodness....so much malay in my post. wierd!
well dats all for now. signing off~
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
updates
Ok lets start with sports day. my 1st event wa 100m. wasnt feeling very confident coz of my knees (havent bent them more than 90 degrees in days!) and my competitors looked soo fit summore! anyway i got 2nd for dat event, lost to siti.. but i guess it was ok..... since shes an inter-sch runner and all..
Nxt i had 800m. now dat was AWFUL!!! got 5th of maybe worse!!! memalukan..........i started it relli badly..last! but i caught up towards the end, but it was too late! soo tired. wasting my strength onli!
then i had 100m x 4 we got silver for dat. ok i guess. the passing was quite bad tho! btw the purple house was hilarious! coz for 100m ur not supposed to cut lane, but the gurl cut lane. she was on the last lane, she cut all the way to the 1st lane then she had to run back to her lane coz the nxt runner was waiting there! lol~ but its not their fault. i guess their teachers nvr taught them about sportsday.
nxt was 400m! im relli proud of this one coz this was the one that i relli din expect to get ath better than silver..but i got gold!!!!!! yay~! it was soo close tho! barely an inch between me thian and melissa!
last was 400m x 4. we got 3rd for this....not that bad considering that it was pouring by that time! i was soaked through and soo afraid of falling! i din run my best.....but nvm. its over..
in the end i din get best gurl..=,( but i guess its coz siti broke record and i din...stupid triple jump!!!!!!
overall i think i did ok. nth as good as i hoped for. but considering that i won medals for 4 out of the 5 events that i joined...its pretty good! hMmm...cant relli complain!
the nxt day which was yesterdae, i went bowling wif cikgu n jason. my hidden talent for bowling was hiding soo well, no one cud find it!(cj!) so i lost both the games dat we played! for more info, u cud visit cikgu chai or jasons blog! im very lazy to type liaw! and this cikgu so bad summore.. put pic of me(looking like sum org gila) in her blog! humph! =p
Nxt i had 800m. now dat was AWFUL!!! got 5th of maybe worse!!! memalukan..........i started it relli badly..last! but i caught up towards the end, but it was too late! soo tired. wasting my strength onli!
then i had 100m x 4 we got silver for dat. ok i guess. the passing was quite bad tho! btw the purple house was hilarious! coz for 100m ur not supposed to cut lane, but the gurl cut lane. she was on the last lane, she cut all the way to the 1st lane then she had to run back to her lane coz the nxt runner was waiting there! lol~ but its not their fault. i guess their teachers nvr taught them about sportsday.
nxt was 400m! im relli proud of this one coz this was the one that i relli din expect to get ath better than silver..but i got gold!!!!!! yay~! it was soo close tho! barely an inch between me thian and melissa!
last was 400m x 4. we got 3rd for this....not that bad considering that it was pouring by that time! i was soaked through and soo afraid of falling! i din run my best.....but nvm. its over..
in the end i din get best gurl..=,( but i guess its coz siti broke record and i din...stupid triple jump!!!!!!
overall i think i did ok. nth as good as i hoped for. but considering that i won medals for 4 out of the 5 events that i joined...its pretty good! hMmm...cant relli complain!
the nxt day which was yesterdae, i went bowling wif cikgu n jason. my hidden talent for bowling was hiding soo well, no one cud find it!(cj!) so i lost both the games dat we played! for more info, u cud visit cikgu chai or jasons blog! im very lazy to type liaw! and this cikgu so bad summore.. put pic of me(looking like sum org gila) in her blog! humph! =p
Saturday, April 23, 2005
mixed feelings
well, its finally here...sports day!!! its tomoro!
i really really hope to get best girl again!!
i noe i have really high expectations, but this is one of the only things that im good in and i wanna do it well!
besides, its my last year.. i wanna make it memorable too!
im joining 100m, 400m, 800m, 100mx4 and 400mx4.
hope to get at least 3 golds! hehehe
goodness!!!! im so blardy nervous! wad if i dun get golds? wad if i dun even get ath??????????
its gonna be so sarky!
summore the competition dis yr is soo tough! and my knees are injured. i can barely bend them!! how to bend down at the starting line!!??
but u noe wad?
im not gonna care! im juz gonna bend those blardy knees and let the wounds split and ope again! come what may! (goodness.. the things i do for blue! they had darn well better appreciate it!) lol~
im feeling the jitters oredi!
dats all for now i guess. Coz i gotta eat then go to Phey Feng's house. then we're gonna go to st joe for the 'Jesus Rocks' concert!
i really really hope to get best girl again!!
i noe i have really high expectations, but this is one of the only things that im good in and i wanna do it well!
besides, its my last year.. i wanna make it memorable too!
im joining 100m, 400m, 800m, 100mx4 and 400mx4.
hope to get at least 3 golds! hehehe
goodness!!!! im so blardy nervous! wad if i dun get golds? wad if i dun even get ath??????????
its gonna be so sarky!
summore the competition dis yr is soo tough! and my knees are injured. i can barely bend them!! how to bend down at the starting line!!??
but u noe wad?
im not gonna care! im juz gonna bend those blardy knees and let the wounds split and ope again! come what may! (goodness.. the things i do for blue! they had darn well better appreciate it!) lol~
im feeling the jitters oredi!
dats all for now i guess. Coz i gotta eat then go to Phey Feng's house. then we're gonna go to st joe for the 'Jesus Rocks' concert!
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
ramblings
i've just noticed recently, dat i've been a very tolerant person these past few yrs... as opposed to the fire-ball i used to be. hahah
the ppl dat i've met recently seem to tink dat im dis innocent quiet lil gurl....muahahahah...very useful sumtimes ;) then they find it hard to believe dat i was once dis loud-mouthed b****. hahah
well....it was a long time ago..i started changing to hu i am todae in f1. coz sumthing happened in primary 6 dat relli got to me and has had such a big impact on me dat i sumtimes still think back on it and sumhow im thankful it happened. (although it was an awful experience..) it was like a wake up call to me... a very rude one..but the point is.. i woke up!! lol~
now i realise dat im very understanding of ppl... even those dat my frens have warned me r b****es. but i noticed dat if im nice to ppl, they're nice back. yes, even b****es. mebe its coz i noe sumwhere inside me, dat they're wad i cud have been. i mean without my frens support, i cud have turned out to be sum s**t or b*****! i'll nvr noe. but im glad i din turn out dat way. thanx frens.. u noe hu u r!
natijahnya, give ppl a chance, they may look very mean, but if u get to noe them, they r actually very nice. dun listen to wad other ppl say. judge for urself. BE NICE!!~
ps: if u tink im too optimistic...its coz i live in candyfloss world! hehe
in this world, everythings nice and good till proven bad! believe dat theres still good in the world...
the ppl dat i've met recently seem to tink dat im dis innocent quiet lil gurl....muahahahah...very useful sumtimes ;) then they find it hard to believe dat i was once dis loud-mouthed b****. hahah
well....it was a long time ago..i started changing to hu i am todae in f1. coz sumthing happened in primary 6 dat relli got to me and has had such a big impact on me dat i sumtimes still think back on it and sumhow im thankful it happened. (although it was an awful experience..) it was like a wake up call to me... a very rude one..but the point is.. i woke up!! lol~
now i realise dat im very understanding of ppl... even those dat my frens have warned me r b****es. but i noticed dat if im nice to ppl, they're nice back. yes, even b****es. mebe its coz i noe sumwhere inside me, dat they're wad i cud have been. i mean without my frens support, i cud have turned out to be sum s**t or b*****! i'll nvr noe. but im glad i din turn out dat way. thanx frens.. u noe hu u r!
natijahnya, give ppl a chance, they may look very mean, but if u get to noe them, they r actually very nice. dun listen to wad other ppl say. judge for urself. BE NICE!!~
ps: if u tink im too optimistic...its coz i live in candyfloss world! hehe
in this world, everythings nice and good till proven bad! believe dat theres still good in the world...
Monday, April 18, 2005
lily
lily chai!!! (she made me write her in..jk jk)
she's my ekons n pdg teacher. claims dat shes always 18...see her face oledi noe she's 78..hahaha jk! dun demerit me!! but i noe u wont rite coz ure sooo kind. wad else? she has an amazing house wif swimming pool and lotsa kewl kewl expensive cars. she always jokes around wif us but sumtimes gets very serious. esp after exams...then she usually gets pissed. hmm..cud it be bcoz of our results?? (blinks innocently) but its ok coz we noe dats onli coz she noes wad great potential we have to get A1's for spm. ;) dun worry cikgu, after ur face get wrinkles! lol~ hMm..shes also very caring and always books air-cond rooms for us to study in. but then again, mebe dats coz she dun wannastep into our 'pig-sty'. haha
she's also very good in languages...can speak eng, chinese (various dialects), bm, jap, korean.... my goodness..
owh yea.. she's the house master of a losing team yellow! she cant accept dat shes gonna lose again this year. poor delusional teacher..lol~
but after insulting her soo much, she's still one of my favourite-est teachers in da world!! she loves our class!! she's very young (at heart) (hahah jk) and we can tok to her when we're having problems or ath. she even goes out to town wif us! she also lets us 'rest' alot in class. she has two very cute nieces!! ;) too bad they wanna beat up wun chiang! (remember my b'dae last yr?)
Well i guess dats all for now!
Saturday, April 16, 2005
trying to delay unavoidable pain...
last nite i went dancing. and i was the only one hu kept upright the whole time. lol~
every1 was like, bending and squatting and kneeling and i was like standing and standing and standing!
ahahaha
my knees din hurt very much and i tried to follow class but sumhow u juz cant dance very well wif injured knees... wonder why? ;)
by the end of class, my bandages were soaked with the liquid oozing outta my wounds. no, it wasnt pus, and no it wasnt blood. it was juz dis clear slightly yellow tinged liquid. (i can hear the ewwwws and the ughhhhs already.) ahahaha
but it was worth it! we learnt four parts of a new chinese dance and also managed to finish learning the modern dance we learnt last week. and they're both soo kewl!! so if any1's interested, the concerts gonna be in a few mths time, so let me noe if u want tix. hahaha
humdeedum......
im trying to put off bathing.... hurts like hell when i bathe!!!
arghhhhh i cant put it of anymore...or im gonna stink. oh well, dats all for now folks. im gonna go prepare myself for torture.
every1 was like, bending and squatting and kneeling and i was like standing and standing and standing!
ahahaha
my knees din hurt very much and i tried to follow class but sumhow u juz cant dance very well wif injured knees... wonder why? ;)
by the end of class, my bandages were soaked with the liquid oozing outta my wounds. no, it wasnt pus, and no it wasnt blood. it was juz dis clear slightly yellow tinged liquid. (i can hear the ewwwws and the ughhhhs already.) ahahaha
but it was worth it! we learnt four parts of a new chinese dance and also managed to finish learning the modern dance we learnt last week. and they're both soo kewl!! so if any1's interested, the concerts gonna be in a few mths time, so let me noe if u want tix. hahaha
humdeedum......
im trying to put off bathing.... hurts like hell when i bathe!!!
arghhhhh i cant put it of anymore...or im gonna stink. oh well, dats all for now folks. im gonna go prepare myself for torture.
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