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i've always loved dis song... but dis is a darker version of it...

update

i know i havent been blogging recently, so lets bring u guys up to date. dis is wad i've been doin since i last posted.


a scarf i knitted for my sis. the lil thing at the bottom left corner is an 8inch ruler. i started on tues n dis pic was taken on fri. not too bad i tink. hehe~


book 1 -5 of the everworld series. started reading on wed n was all done by sat. *sigh* as u can see i was relli 'boh su cho'.


but then again, the books werent dat thick anyway...


dis is gkho posing for star wars when i wen out wif him, crab n gwen on tuesday =p


here's a clearer pic =)


i did my nails on saturday... then i felt so lovely so i took lots of pics of them! hehe~


here's a close up...


see how well they match my jeans... =p


~pretty pretty nails~


i followed my mum to the hairdresser on sunday n had a treatment done, then they blew out my hair in ringlets. i heart curls!


i opened a box of chocs on tuesday!


the chocolates inside!


pineapple jam!!!


my grannie baked her famous pineapple tarts on tuesday! delish~

i went out wif a fren (or rather a fren of a fren's) on wednesday. we watched wild hogs which i found very funny n it mite have been a nicer experience if i wasnt leaning out of my seat. :/ aniwaez, he brought me to wishing well for lunch, but i only had french toast coz im kinda picky wif food n the food there din sound too appetizing. hehe~

i tink dis is supposed to be the wishing well

a view of the place from where we sat

bing's brownie!!! yum yum~~~

lodge sports day was today! my bro participated in 3 events but he only won a silver n bronze. *sigh* im so dissapointed in him. i expected at LEAST 1 gold. =p

but i was even more distressed by BLUE house! OMFG!!! how can their performance be so dismal??? 4th place??? gawd... we used to ALWAYS ALWAYS get FIRST!!! *sighhhh* blue hse is like my baby... i felt so 'sim thia' but since im no longer lodgian... wadever la! haha~

london bridge is falling down

(dis post has nth to do wif 'london bridge is falling down', but i cudnt tink of any title. =p)

i found dis in my email today. at 1st i felt rajin n back spaced all the ">" but i got sien of doin dat so its only deleted halfway. =p actually i have many pics to post, but since i'll have to transfer them into my laptop 1st, then my pendrive b4 i can post them up thru dis com, they'll have to wait.


Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a
tear.

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop
crying is the person who made you cry?

If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

You can only go as far as you push!

Actions speak louder than words.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.

Some people make the world special by just being in it.

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends.

Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come tru. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
>> >>>Ask a newly
>> >>>Divorced couple.
>> >>>
>> >>>To realize
>> >>>The value of four years:
>> >>>Ask a graduate.
>> >>>
>> >>>To realize
>> >>>The value of one year:
>> >>>Ask a student who
>> >>>Has failed a final exam.
>> >>>
>> >>>To realize
>> >>>The value of nine months:
>> >>>Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
>> >>>
>> >>>To realize
>> >>>The value of one month:
>> >>>Ask a mother
>> >>>who has given birth to
>> >>>A premature baby.
>> >>>
>> >>>To realize
>> >>>The value of one week:
>> >>>Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
>> >>>
>> >>>To realize
>> >>>The value of one hour:
>> >>>Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
>> >>>
>> >>>To realize
>> >>>The value of one minute:
>> >>>Ask a person
>> >>>Who has missed the train, bus or
>> >>>
>> >>>plane.
>> >>>
>> >>>To realize
>> >>>The value of one-second:
>> >>>Ask a person
>> >>>Who has survived an accident...
>> >>>
>> >>>To realize
>> >>>T! he value of one millisecond:
>> >>>Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
>> >>>
>> >>>Time waits for no one.
>> >>>
>> >>>Treasure every moment you have.
>> >>>You will treasure it even more when
you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

lodge international

i went to lodge international at nearly 7am dis morn... woke up freaking early to follow my bro to sch. then i met up wif jill n made a new fren... gwenda! haha... not the 1st time i met her but the 1st time we actually relli talked. haha~ then when caleb finally arrived in sch, we went out for breakfast. jill, caleb n alvin had exams dat afternoon but from the way they behaved, it was like any normal day. but i guess its normal for them. =p

caleb n alvin

gwenda n jill

the vainass caught me snapping photos. =p

(he looks so pai....)

me n jill, shutter-happy

gwenda took dis... we were lookin at the baby in the car nxt to us.

a new place... its caqlled 'igloo'

i love the deco for the windows

the table where we sat

my 'ice'


ok, dis was meant to be a longer happier post, but due to several factors, one of them being the time, im gonna end here.

btw i juz realised the title is lodge international but i have no pics of it. blahhh~ n there r barely any pics of pretty gwenda. so here:

yes, i noe i did say i was gonna end there, but i wanna thank crab. thank u for so suddenly saying i was "very pretty". a compliment like dat goes a long way for some1 who juz had her self-esteem shattered. (even if im still not sure if u were being sarcastic. =p)

sunshine

went out to watch sunshine wif steve, sherly, bernie n chang mei juz now.

grandson picked me up n sent me home. wad a good boy! lolz~

OMG!!! we knocked a cat on the way home! mind you, we din run over it, juz knocked it. im so traumatised! ok, maybe not dat traumatised, but STILL!!! but luckily when we left it was alive... i hope its ok... :/

i found 'sunshine' to be a rather boring movie in the beginning, but it did pick up pace ltr on. but i still dun relli like the movie. its not happy enuf for me. =p bernie loves it tho... but then again, its soo bernie. haha~

grandson n i share the same theory dat perth screws up relationships if only 1 party is in perth. it even happened to kenny sia. =p

im home!!!

the water in kch tastes great!
haha~ i noe, its juz water. but it sure beats the crap polluted water in kl!

im surrounded by memories... some, i have to keep into a box n store away. (its not fair im surrounded by memories n everything where u r is new n free of memories of us)

update

hey... i havent posted for a few days, anyway, these pics were meant for thursday's post, but it was raining relli heavily n when i'd just managed to upload all my pics, the house had a blackout. perfect. i was too lazy to attempt again so here i am today.

on wednesday i was feeling extremely bored plus i had an excruciating wait ahead of me. i suddenly rmbred bout the scarf dat i knitted for my mum but wasnt completed yet, so off i went to atria to complete it.

ta da!!!


ok, i looked like crap, ignore me. focus on the scarf! (u try being in my position n see wad wud u have looked like!)



nice nice??? nice rite? i noe. =p



i took dis pic rite under the light, so its too bright. but u can still see the pattern... its green n gray in alternative strips. thinner strips in the edges n thicker for the middle.



close up of the material. i like the colourful bits!


i found out dat my sis was free dat day so i called her over to teman me. she brought me mcd for dinner.



~sisters~



the only problem wif her is, she cant share bed wif ppl!!! i woke up at 7am to pee n when i got back, i snapped dis shot. where am i supposed to sleep???
lol~


i've been thru a thorny patch n there are some ppl i'll like to thank...

to: u
thanx for caring n for all the support. its nice to noe dat im not alone. (well, besides physically when im in damansara.) n dat have sumwhere to recuperate when im down.

to: u
thanx for comin to see me n for all the credit u used up calling me to make sure im ok. and yes, i noe my shoulder is relli sexy n attractive, (its my 'mei li'! =p) but u dun have to keep caressing it. ctrl urself!

to: u
thanx for the emails, u may not be here, but i can feel ur concern n i relli appreciate it. we have sooo much to catch up on when we meet again. =)

to: u
thank u for being honest. it hurts like crazy, but its better than to lie. (i tink) i've shown u all my weaknesses n dat might have led u to tink dat i was weak. but im not without my strengths. u owe me.

to: u
thanx for loving me. i noe i've neglected u in the past, but now i noe ure the most important of all. u will always come 1st n others second. i love u too. i owe u my life in more ways than 1. =p thanx also for helping me hate wad i cud not n still cant bring myself to hate. n thanx for comin here to be wif me.

im much better now, thanx to all of u. although im not yet completely over everything, i've surprised myself by bouncing back so soon. i guess there's nth a lil TLC cant do!

i hate study week. im home all day, alone wif nth but my own thoughts. its more than enough to drive a girl crazy. im starving, but i feel like vomiting out evry bite dat i take.





ever been relli confident about sth?
only to have ur confidence brutally shattered like a fragile piece of glass?

ever been relli optimistic n happy?
only to be thrown into the deep end where u feel like dying?

ever relli wanted sum1 to be happy?
but failed so miserably?

ever fought for sth u relli wanted?
but in the end u became an annoying nuisance?

ever lay in bed wishing sleep wud come?
only to still be wide awake hours ltr?

ever had to wait for sth?
like relli relli wait?

ever wanted to tok to sum1?
but dat sum1 was exactly the person u cudnt turn to?



im not a patient person
im very spontaneous
i usually regret it

crap

ever been unable to sleep for 3 nites straight? i went to bed at 10.30 in hopes of getting some rest. guess wad, its 1.40 now n i havent slept a wink. so many things r on my mind. i cant even get my mind to absorb a single thing from my textbook. exam starts on mon. if i went into the exam room now, i'd be out in 1/2 an hr simply coz i dunno a thing.

its only been 3 days but it feels like a whole different lifetime away.

argghhh! females r so emotional... edine says its the oestrogen. yea, she wud noe... she's a man! =p

had diarrhoea since sunday. verbal, written n literally. basically i've been in a lot of crap n im spouting it too.

i find my internet seems to work better late at nite. it totally sucks when communication lines r down.

emperor

i was playing emperor on sunday afternoon when sth relli kewl happened in the game.


see anything odd about dis pic? look closer...



there's a hse in the market square!!! between the rice n hemp shop. haha~ impossible rite??? enemy troops came n burned down a shop n after i cleared the rubble there was an empty space btween the shops, i cudnt build a shop coz dun have the market floor anymo, so i built a hse!
so kewl!!!

after playing i was planning to go to atria to replenish my groceries. alone, since my fren who initially planned to go wif me ffk(fong fei kei) me out of laziness. :( but then sth happened n i fled to subang instead. (thanx for evrything peeps... dunno wad i wud have done if i was left to my own devices)

ice cream

im eating ice cream, it's spinner, cookies n cream. i din buy it tho, sum hoggie bought it then was too busy being notti dat he forgot about it.

dats not all he forgot. :,(


right here waiting for u

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesnt stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I cant get near you now

Oh, cant you see it baby
Youve got me going crazy

Repeat chorus

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if Im with you
Ill take the chance

Oh, cant you see it baby
Youve got me going crazy

Repeat chorus

happy easter sunday

roighhhttt...

cheek to cheek

i dun relli watch american idol, but i did tonite n i love the way sanjaya sang dis song! he's so charismatic n fun.... i hope he wins... :)

anywaez, i've got class tml so i better sleep now.

Kirsten Dunst:Dream Of Me

by Kirsten Dunst.

Let me sleep
For when I sleep I dream that you are here
You're mine
And all my fears are left behind

I float
On air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabies
So let me close my eyes

And sleep
Perchance, to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this

So let
The moon
Shine
Softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He'll dream of me

I hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away
A dream away. . . . dream away . . . dream away
A drem away

So let
The moon
Shine softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He'll dream of me

Ohhh...dream of me

bracelet n earrings!

theres been dis stall in kdu selling jewelery at relli low prices, n i've been guilty of buying them. its like i've been on a buying spree lately... i gotta ctrl myself!!! but the stuff i bought is juz so pretty n cheap!!!



nice nice??? it also matches the necklace stella gave me for my 17th bdae! i dun have the pic of it now, but its the 1 i wore to prom last yr.




with pink background! they cost me $10.




my earrings... only $2.50!!! they're like glass cubes dat r supposed to be clear, but look purple from the front.




purple from the front n clear from the side!



oh ya, the butterfly earrings dat smewlie gave me last time r sad... coz they r missing parts of their bodies... *sigh* they're my fav coz they match almost everything n they're dangly too!




dis side has lost both the top n bottom stone leaving only the middle 1.




dis side has lost the bottom stone.

:(

form5 graduation dinner (2005)

here r a few of my f5 graduation dinner pics! (my hsemate juz told me my hair n the pics is nice n i shud straighten it like dat. hmm...shud i???) i wore my mums old dress coz i cudnt find a dress worth buying and i tot dat dress was classic n nice anyway. ('a dress worth buying' as in i saw a few nice dresses but the prices were outrageous n the cheap dresses werent pretty enuf =p) the pics have a 'old' effect n its not coz of my photoshop skills -coz i have none. :( its coz i took the pics using a film camera. then i din have a scanner, so i used my sis's digital cam to take pics of the original pics. hehe~




me n yi chieh
(i saw some recent pics dat edine took wif yi chieh n she looks even prettier now! :D)



me, val, phey feng, norm



~besties!~ (clockwise) stella, me, val, norm
doesnt stella look gorgeous? i helped her pick her dress!!! =p



classmates!!! 'kau bin', bran, alex, wafi, steve, gkho




me, alex, gkho (they're trying to look 'pai' as usual...)



zhi yuan, alex n gkho (zhi yuan looked so good dat nite in his white shirt!)




the pic dat i labeled 'kiong feeling lucky' in my frenster. hehe~




me, normah, val




me n kiong. man... his hair was so slicked back! so funny! he was so proud of his hair summore... lolz~