panic

OMG OMG OMG... the nufnang pyjama party is starting in like 2 freaking hours! and i just woke up -_-"

im so not mentally prepared for meeting a gazzillion bloggers.
i've barely had time this whole week to get excited about the event, and now all the excitement is hitting me, resulting in panic!

what if i make a total fool of myself? or give a bad impression? or get all tongue-tied? or talk gibberish and cant shut up?

what do ppl bring to a pyjama party anyway?

im bring a cam, contacts solution, a toothbrush kit, face stuff (cleanser, moisturiser, etc...), spare clothes for the morning after.
did i miss anything out?? *worries*

*EDIT* im just back from the party, it only lasted till nearly 11pm. now i feel so stupid for thinking it was a sleepover party. and i even wondered how were they gonna pull a sleepover off -_-" bah... i stuffed my bag soo full for no good reason :(
*feels incredibly STUPID*

but thank god simon agreed to let me tumpang his car. so transport is one less worry. thanks simon!!! :D

on another note, im trying really hard to forgive someone. eric would tell me that im being stupid -_-"
and that the person doesnt deserve to be forgiven. but still, i cant hate a person forever... actually i can, but its very tiring.
i dont care about the whole incident anymore, but sometimes, the upset feelings just wash over and consume me.
its a lesson that life keeps trying to teach me and i keep trying to resist. what to do... im can be a very stubborn idealist when it comes to certain things. but arent we all?

okies, i gotta go gulp down my lunch and get ready!