tourettes, politics, irritation and hope

i was reading this:


Explosm.net

i didnt understand what was tourettes, so i googled it.

basically, tourettes is a condition where u have a tic. meaning that u subconsciously do something repeatedly. ie throat clearing, sniffing, facial movements, blinking, etc.

and being the perasan person i am. i think i have tourettes. (what to do, im one of those people that cant help comparing myself to symptoms when i read up on a disease or sickness -_-")

i think i blink wayyy more than the average person. sometimes, if im quiet, glance at me and u will see me blinking away. (wtf, now i sound like a psycho freak -_-")

actually i dunno wads the point of this entry. its not like im gonna do anything about my blinking, besides trying to more consciously suppress it.

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kuching was won by DAP! and overall BN got a thrashing!

but im not surprised. especially with whats being written and circulated around the blogosphere. this was a long time coming.

and btw, HAPPY birthday samy! hope ure enjoying your birthday present =p

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although im unnaturally lazy by nature, there are some things that i find difficult to give up on when im halfway through. i'll stubbornly try to hang on. am trying to let go, but my hands are coated with an adhesive thats even more obstinate than i am.

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i hope i did well in my ielts. maybe my handwriting was too messy, maybe my spelling was too crappy, maybe i wrote outta topic, maybe i was too opinionated on matter that i shouldnt have been discussing. maybe maybe. band 8 please!

funny how i always expect things with minimum effort on my part.

even funnier how i get it anyway. (wtf, damn perasan. im soo gonna do badly because i wrote this. then it'll be in my face -_-")