unrelated stuff

so here's the free baby tee that i got from pull and bear:

the top was freesize... however, i found it kinda tight.

note to self: stop eating out and start cooking again dammit!


it says: yeah! i buy at pull and bear

and remember i said that they told us its limited edition right?


they weren't kidding -_-"

but regardless that its kinda tight and alot of people in college now own the exact same shirt, im liking it very much :D

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it been nearly a year, and i still cant let go. every insult and mocking word still cuts through me as heart wrenchingly as it ever did.

how do i describe the feeling that i get every time it happens...
its like all my breath gets knocked out of me and im left gasping and tearing, all my joy and confidence suddenly stripped bare, and im defenseless against the onslaught of your fury and utter disdain.

something went very very wrong. april 2007 was the catalyst that started this destructive spiral. when is it going to end? when is it going to get better?

i know now that u will never understand and it was foolish of me to expect u too.

a motto im trying very hard to live by: protect your heart above all else

emo emo emo