the mess in my head

ugh. im trying to study but i can barely concentrate. my thoughts are all over the place.

what should i have for dinner?
should i go jogging?
what time should i go?
hmm... i wanna make tiramisu cake soon.
should i be banned from dating?
rent is due.
shit la, i dont think i have enough for next month's rent.
i need to work and earn money.
how to work when im doing this shitty course.
i wanna go eat nice food.
i wanna try new restaurants.
my sweet tooth is acting up.
eh study la u!
how do i help her???
its high time i vacuumed my room.
why is my throat perpetually bothering me.
i should finish altering the hem of that dress...
i should finish the knitting project i started months ago...
why the hell are the mock trials on the weekend after the exams???
can i ever feel that feeling i used to feel again?
y do i keep spending money. fml
amy you are so self destructive.
hurting yourself is bad enough. but hurting them???
bad bad girl.
eh study la you!
hmm... when should i go collect my library card.
i wonder when the temperature will suddenly drop again.
i should do my laundry soon...
damn... my room is gonna be so hot when summer comes.
what in the world do i wanna do job-wise???
job what job! you think about your exams 1st la!
shit la, they had damn well better give me marks for that exam.
but it'll be no use if i end up failing this one anyway.
STUDY LA DAMMIT!!!