phase

im in a wierd phase of my life...in all my yrs in sch, it has nvr been a habit of mine to sleep in class. but lately, i've started to nod off more and more often. this is bad! esp since its the most crucial yr of my sch life!
*sigh* i guess its coz:
-i sleep too late
-too much stress
-i think too much about bukan bukan
-i've turned lazier
-i have too lil will power

blargh~ dis sux....... it not like i dunno at i shud sleep earlier.... its juz dat im tidak insaf. ~lol~
summore i keep thinkin about stupid stuff.... things dat r like nvr gonna ever happen. :(
my grades r slipping. its amazing i managed to maintain my 3rd placing in class! i still cant believe i juz barely passed sej paper two... during the test i actually tot i mite get a B3! turned out to be a C5? dun relli remember. juz remember dat i barely passed.
bertaubatlah amy!!

i guess since i was so 'the responsibleness' last yr (which is totally unlike me!) my mind cud't take anymore and is now malfunctioning. haha
i have to kick back into 'responsible' mode again. juz bertahan for another half a yr!
my goodness....so much malay in my post. wierd!

well dats all for now. signing off~