dance fever

went to watch dance fever this evening.its performed by a troupe of australian dancers by kids aged from 9++ yrs old. it was ok la...not as good as the china 1 i saw a few mths back. coz this troupe kinda projected the image of 'sex sells'...... well at least dats how it felt to me.
the costumes were scanty bits of clothes (bet the guys wud have loved it tho) n the dances involved lotsa chest shaking and hip gyrating. they also recycled alot of moves in diff dances.
there was dis lil boy hu was relli good and he appeared in soo many dances. but he kept doin somersaults and after watching about 10 somersaults, it gets kinda blase.
well...overall it was pretty good. some kewl moves. strong legs...id give it a 7.5\10. ahhaha not yet A1 material. lol~

SCREW!!

Today started out ok….then starting 7pm…we received bad news n things juz spiraled downhill from there…arghhhhhhhhh

Dun u juz hate robberies n robbers? Screw them!! Damn them to hell n the horrors beyond!! Cant they juz go find a decent job instead of being so blardy lazy n heartless!!!
R they so worthless and pride-less that they have to resort to robbing??
To all u robbers, go commit suicide la! U live also no use! Memalukan masyarakat! Hope dat all the ppl dat robbed my mum b4 suddenly find themselves struck with AIDS!!! Or sum new disease dat onli seems to strike criminals!

Screw screw screw!!!!!! Now even my internet connection is screwed!! This is clearly not my day. Or my family’s for dat matter. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh

Ps: sorry if my blog is too negative….its juz a reflection of my current mood.

blogs

sorry i havent been blogging lately, but i have been reading other ppls blogs!
it all started when The Star published dis article about blog n included sum addresses which i visited......and one blog led to another.....

here r the ones i've read so far:
www.kennysia.com
damn funny!!! esp his pics!

www.minishorts.net
her font is tiny tho...or mebe its juz my com. anywae i have to paste her stuff into word b4 i can see it.

www.pinkshoefetish.blogspot
note to guys: dis gurl is hotttt
seriously! no kidding......make normal ppl like me jealous onli....to bad for u guys, she oledi got bf! lol~

www.xiaxue.com
remember the controversy regarding the party sarong girl? well she was dragged into it altho the nude pics had nth to do wif her. read her blog u'll understand.

read them! kenny sia n minishorts damn funny!! minishorts write nonsense stories.....will leave u in stiches! kenny sia....hes juz funny la! u read then u noe. the other two more normal but very interesting also.

and yes, i've noticed im getting lazier n lazier..... sorry la. got no time to post, chat, take quiz and read other ppls blog all in 1hr!! coz i can onli go on9 from about 10-11pm. coz unlike SUM ppl, i dun have a com in my room so can onli use after 'studying'. hehe
also dun relli have mood also coz my sis n mum read my blogs.
and my sis is dumber than most ppl think! one nite at dinner,(onli meal my family eats together) she suddenly announced...amy likes sum1! shyte!!!!! i wanted to like pummel her right there n then!! i wud have tot she was brighter than to do sth as dumbass as dat!! so i asked wad made her think so. apparently, it was my blog! does she not understand dat sumthings have to be kept to blogs?? dis is afterall MY blog! chissssssss memalukan me onli!!
and yea...my mum saw my blog....as i sed i dun have a personal com. so dis one is used by evry1. so i guess she kepoh kepoh go see my blog. =p mum.............keep out!! =p
haiyar..blog supposed to be can write ath. but now i kena berjaga-jaga.....chissssss~

daNCE!

Just some fun quotes from all over:
Dancers have the nicest buns!
I happen to like my pretty pink torture chambers (aka pointe shoes)!
Support the arts: Hug a dancer!
The feet can learn the steps, but only the spirit can dance.
Don't just stand there, DANCE!
"Dancers are athletes of the arts"
No one ever said ballet would be easy...
If ballet was easy then everyone would be doing it.
Dancers are among the most passionate and dedicated of artists and rarely take their work for granted.
Ginger Rogers did everything Fred Astaire did, but she did it backwards and in high heels.
If you say you can you can, but if you say you can't your right!
You know you're dancing when tears of pain and happiness blend in with your sweat.
You can dance anywhere, even if only in your heart.
In life as in dance: Grace glides on blistered feet.
"I don't want people who want to dance, I want people who have to dance."
"Dance can give the inarticulate a voice."
Nice men marry dancers. Real men are dancers.
The beat's in your feet, but the art's in your heart.

We dance for laughter, we dance for tears, we dance for madness, we dance for fears, we dance for hopes, we dance for screams, we are the dancers, we dance for DREAMS!!


here r some pics for u to feast ur eyes on!

god......i can barely lift my back leg more than 110 degrees!



beautifulll just amazing~


whoaaaaaaaa~


china dancers r renown for their felxibility!!


believe it or not....her name is lily cai!!! lol imagine lily cHai doin dis!! ;)


mystical purple~


her stage presense is astounding! see the way she juz captures the eye and manages to hold ur attention!


u can practically feel their sorrow... :*(


her leg muscles muz be relli relli strong to be able to split and still jump so amazingly high....still can arch backwards..

sick

sick
im sick of waiting
sick of hoping,
sick of anticipating,
sick of wishing,
sick of dissapointment,
sick of failure,
sick of dreaming,
sick of thinking,
sick of expectations,
sick of perceptions,
sick of deception,
sick of hiding,
sick of losing,
sick of despising,
sick of arrogance,
sick of pride,
sick of stupidity,
sick of studying,
sick of working,
sick of procrastination,
sick of cowardice,
sick of U!!!

goodness, im even sick with flu n cough!!

argghhh!! today was supposed to be a good day....turned out rather shitty....bad results for math, annoyingly prissy ppl, test tomolo, car came late, sis's flight delayed.....the works.
the onli bright spot of the day was dat my sis came back... but dat was dulled by the fact dat she din even get me ath......ah well, at least i dun hafta sleep alone tonite. damn...have to go sch tomolo while my sis sleeps in! no fair!!(tries to devise a way to send sis to go to sch to sit for sej test while i stay home n sleep. lol)

however sick of u i get, try as i might, i still cant give up on u~

sisterrrrr

sorry i havent been upting lately, been busy taking quizes!!

my sis is coming back from kl tomolo......will miss hogging her table, closet, bed, clothes....the list goes on...lol~
but its ok...i miss her more!! haha
me n my sis r pretty close, evry time she leaves, i miss linkng my arms wif hers again! bet she lost weight again!! shes to lazy too cook!!
aiyarrrr dat means she'll make me look extra chubby again! chissss
im gonna stuff her wif junk food!!!
hmmm...had to change her bedsheets for her...she'd better get me sth nice from kl!!

datz all for now...gtg.
my mums put a time limit on me!!

telekinesis

i found the 1st quiz at vals blog n i juz cudnt stop taking them! the link is at the bottom! i tink my results r pretty accurate....waddya think? ;)


Your power is: Telekinesis This power of yours means that you can make material things to move, like for e.g. making the remote control fly over you just by thinking it. As all powers, this is a great gift to have. It is also helping you out since it allows you to be lazy and have things brought to you without moving a finger. But if you move over to the immoral side this power can be used as destroying peoples property or similar things. As a person you are easy going and just like to have a good time. There is nothing wrong with that, but people may see you as incredibly lazy and irresponsible. You prefer being out watching a movie or something than staying home and doing the math assignment. Your outlook is fairly positive but you are aware everything isn't as nice as you'd like it to be. But this doesn't stop you and even if you can be sensitive, you get over things pretty quickly. In school you could be considered as the fun one among your friends and could get along with different categories of people fairly easy. You mean no intentional harm on those around you, but some people may think you're too happy and/or stupid. Negative aspects: Because you don't like to have things depending on you, this power may be seen as just something cool you have, and not as a helping gift. Also you can get too egotistical at times without bothering to care for others. That is why it's good to do some self-reflecting every once in a while to see that you're not going overboard



Your element is Wind. You are the guy/girl that is unpredictable. No one knows what you're going to do next and what you're in the mood for. Studying is not your thing and you would rather go to a party than stay home. Life is just for fun and you need to be free to live according to you. You waste no time on lies, if you feel or think one thing you say it even if it hurts. Of course, people may be quite upset but that doesn't really bother you. Its not that you don't care, because you do, but in these situations it's a waste of time. You live up in the clouds and are quite a dreamer about life. People often consider you beautiful, but harsh and they would think twice before getting to know you. But once they do, they'll learn that you are always willing to take yourself and your friends on adventures. Never will it be a boring time with you and your friends appreciate that. You are not often seen sad, but you have your times. If someone has been mean to you, you can quite easily trash-talk them for betraying you. Nevertheless, you are most of the time a good spirit who just want to have some fun.


Life is good and bad. You know it can never be perfect and that it never have been, and you're fine with that. You still feel it's important to live life since it can end any day and not sulk because of some little failure in life. You are often a happy person, still you don't laugh all the time. You have a somewhat calm aura and most people feel comfortable around you.


Your wise quote is: "Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life" by Leo Buscaglia. Yes, love is indeed what you desire in your life. If you have it or not is another matter, but it is in your eyes the most important feeling. You tend to be a romantic dreamer and want you and your love to have that kind of perfect love that you hear about in fairytales. However that can be hard to find, but it doesn't mean you are going to stop looking.

http://quizilla.com/users/PainfulBliss/quizzes/What%20Power%20is%20Compatible%20With%20You%3F/

scared

i cudnt sleep well last nite n its all john's post's fault!!!!!
coz last nite i read his post bout toyol.....i wasnt scared at 1st...slept ok. then when i woke up at 4am, i cudnt fall asleep again n my mind started goin on overdrive..i kept imagining dis black lil fetus wif long hair running around.... i din even feel safe way up on my bunk!!
then(ok dis part is embarassing) when i cudnt stand it animo, i heard my mum moving in her room. so when she was in the tiolet, i snuck into her room n snuggled into the spot between her n dad!! then when she came back to bed, she was surprised, but i tink she was too groggy n half aleep to do ath bout it. lol~~
for the rest of the nite, i cudnt sleep, nor cud my mum. i kept shifting n turning! hehe!
and for ur information, dun u dare tink i do dis often!!! its juz dat i was scared shitless last nite!! the last time i did sth like dis was like when i was 8 or sth!! humph!!

btw, sum ppl r disturbing my chatterbox....u juz wait till i find out hu u r......grr!
i will rawwwrrrr ur head off!! lol~
actually i dun relli mind. but juz pls dun use my name ok?

blah

my mind is soo seriusly screwed these days.. and its all ur fault!! even if u dun noe it. but noeing u, u probably do! u bloody concieted jerk!!
u think the whole female race is urs to flirt with?! hell man... i called u at least 3 times b4 n ur hp doesnt even have me in it?! its so obvious dat ive got no place in ur heart, but y do u have to have such a big place in mine? y!!!
if i even had a choice to choose for my heart, i wudnt have choosen a heartbreaker like u! too bad my heart chooses for me, not my brain! argghhh
u suck!!!!! get out of my head!! i need to concentrate! shit!!! i havent even started studying for the exams yet!!!
im soo screwed!! i wish id never met u! did u noe dat i liked u the min i saw u? b4 any1 even introduced us! its been 1\2 a yr now...slightly more actuaally. i dunno y im soo mean to u. u probably tink i hate u.. its relli quite the opposite.
i juz cant keep it all in anymo, dats y its all out here....to huever hu bothered to translate dis to read, this is none of ur beeswax!! dun bother to ask me about dis, u werent supposed to read it. i juz had to write it down sumwhere, so its here. it doesnt mean dat juz because its in here, its meant to be read by the public. hence the webdings.

woke up early this morn to go dancing. saw the jazz dance dat the others learnt in singapore. its soo 'satt'! i have got to learnt it!! bet pf's gonna be even more regretful dat she din go. hehe
btw, elaine is back...shes grown prettier...n if possible, thinner....she relli ought to put on more weight!!
i baked a cake dis evening....dont even like it...its soo odd, when i make stuff dat i like(sushi!) my family doesnt wanna eat it. but when i make stuff dat i dun relli tink tastes nice(the cake i baked) my family seems to enjoy it.... wierd!!
gonna go out for lunch tomolo. cant think of any new eating places in kch to go to. any suggestions?

leo forum 3

day 3!!
when i heard my hp ringing, i turned off the alarm n i tot id juz lie down a while more......then joce had a missed call n she got up. *shit!!!!* it was 8.30 oledi!! we overslept for 1 n a 1\2hrs! goodness....... we missed the aerobics n half of breakfast time oledi!! we rushed down 4 breakfast. luckily noone noticed dat we were late, or at least noone scolded us....
then we went to pack n bathe. when i was 1\2 way bathing, the arang ppl called us to go down. so we hurried down as fast as we cud. then when we got down...we were asked to be cameramen for them!! chissssss!!!!! wasting our lives! then we were stuck at the luggage room, helping the lion to put tags on the bags, while the arang ppl went off to eat!!(spluttering with outrage!)
aniwae, we finally lepaskan diri n went to eat lunch. then we had to go bring our luggage down to check out. on the way to the reception, we met edward hu told us to jaga the luggage, so we passed our key to him n we both sat each at one side of the double doors leading to the luggage room. we muz have looked relli funny, coz any1 hu relli wanted to steal luggage cud have wiped us out wif one punch!! =p
so there we sat.....until the final speech was done n evry1 started coming out to get thier luggage. then we became obstructions in evry1's way. hahah so we got up n took a pic wif celestine, then we went to get our luggage. after saying our goodbyes(not many coz we din meet many ppl -wad to do? din attend any of the talks mah! hehe)
we followed a bus back. in the bus, i had to sit nxt to dis wierdo guy hu kept nodding off to sleep. actually, i din mind him falling asleep. it was him falling asleep practically on my shoulder dat i minded!
i felt like shouting at him 'excuse me mister! we're not dat close u noe!!' and his body was so sticky summore!! eughhhhhh!!!

owh ya...the hawaiian nite got perv!! he kept staring at my legs!!(prasan hehe) but relli la! his face sooo ham sap!!! like nvr see ppl legs b4! i noe my skirt was obscenely short, but my huge purple scar shud deter any sane person from even giving my legs a second look!! sth wrong wif his brain! now dat i tink about it.....the forum got quite a few ham sap ppl.....i even accidentally tokkked to one!! i tot he was trying to skip cue, so i told him to start from the other end of the buffet table, and he tried to start tokkin to me! then ltr joce told me he checked me out many times b4 dat!! i tink he better check his eyes!! sth wrong wif his eyes! got so many hot chicks there, but he wanna look at cacat person....siaw!! chisssss sorry, but ham sap ppl relli piss me off!

hMm...wad else to say about the forum??
ow i made quite a few new frens! the arang rd ppl were very nice! then there r the other metro leos, n joce's justice league fren. n lets not 4get the funny dude ben! lol~
dats all folks...will write more if i remember! ;)

leo forum 2

day 2!
after breakfast, we were supposed to wake the wake up the rest of the forum ppl, but we din noe which rooms were leos, so we went to the reception to get the room list. i was falling asleep on my feet...zzz. then when the rest were calling the leos rooms, joce n i got the recepton to open our room door 4 us(we still din have the key.) n we ambil kesempatan to shower. we tot we were early, but by the time we were done, we were late. but we went to attend the talk aniwae. when we got there, evry1 was oledi inside n we felt very lost. so i juz registered then we found cletus hu told us to go back to sleep. so we went back to sleep. then near the afternoon we woke up. actually we planned on waking up 4 lunch, but when we woke up, we discovered dat we juz missed the 2nd talk , n it was not yet lunch, but we went to the ballroom aniwae. n hung aroud till the talk was over. when the leos started comin out, we found our roommates n got our key back.(the moved out the previous evening n kept the key even tho they din even sleep in the room! chisss)
then we were stationed to stand at the front door to make sure dat onli kch ppl left the area coz the rest were supposed to eat there n the kch ppl were to eat at the restaurant(not fair..but coz got not enuf space.) joce n i felt lke sch teachers coz the leos(some even older than us n got some working summore..) felt dat they had to explain to us y they were leaving the place. it was like when students ask permission from teachers to go to toilet!!
finally we when the leos were finishing their meal, we were allowed to go get our own lunch. after lunch, there was another talk. the last talk of the day. security had to stand at the door n make sure dat the leos registered b4 they entered.(good opportunity to tok to cute guys..hiaw mo!! haha) when the tok started, we sat by the door.....i tink it got boring or we had to go get sth...i 4got y, but we left to go back to our rooms. there, i pinned on my badges to my vest and we lazed around b4 goin down again....when we got back to the ballroom, they were singing 'heal the world' n we joined in(the song brought back memories of pri 4...man..dat was embarassing...). then the talk ended n we had nth to do again.
so we wondered around aimlessly n found ourselves at the obstacle course where we tried to go through the whole thing. it was surprisingly easy!! easier than the camp permai 1. but maybe its coz im taller so its easier. hehe i had fun running up n down the 'm' ramp. then we want to find the beach(we were at a beach resort n we hadnt even seen any sign of the beach yet!) it was quite a way off. but we finally found it. we were wearing sneakers, so we din go play. besides we had to go bath n get ready 4 the banquet nite.
we got to the ballroom early(early 4 normal leos, late 4 security) n saw dreamcatcher sitting dejectedly there. they still hadnt found any amps or drumset. after sitting n chatting wif them 4 awhile, we had to go to stand by the door n tell the entering leos to fill in the front few tables 1st. when the ballrooms began to fill up, we were posted to stand by the doors to make sure dat the entering leos all wore their name tags. it was like we were prefects or sth. ahha
the dinner was ok i guess...very boring. dreamcatcher played...i tot they were ok, but the band seemed to think dat it sucked..nvm guys, at least the audience loved it!
dat nite i tot no need patrol but mana tahu we joce n i met the rest of the security then we had to patrol(actually i was beginning to enjoy patrolling very much!!) we patrolled block 9 1st since arang din want to(they sed it was haunted..but we din see 'ath' there.) on our way there, we met a horde of cletus's fans...dat guy is like a girl magnet or sth...(bet dat comment made his ego rise..if he is reading dis =p)
at block 9, we checked some rooms to make sure dat there we no guys in the gals rooms n vise versa. i muz admit it was fun to menyerbu other ppls room!!(i told u im mean!)
the rooms dat we werent sure if they were leos or not, ben had to ring the doorbell. it was hilarious!!! coz nobody else wanted to kena if the ppl inside werent leo, so he wud have to stand all alone in front of the door wif his head bowed down like recieving punishment of sth, then he'd slowly lift his hand to ring the doorbell n when it turned out to not be a leo, he wud bow like the japanese while saying sorry!! lmao~ i told u he was funny!!
and evrydoor dat we werent sure of, n he had to ring the doorbell, it turned out not to be leos!! pooor guy!
then we went block 8 -my block. after patrolling joce n i went back to bed. but we were not sure wad time to wake up, so we set the alarm for 7am.



to be cont.....

leo forum

the leo forum was fun!
on fri afternoon i went to civic centre to wait 4 the bus but sumhow there was no bus. i met jocelyn n cletus there. then we followed dis car to go buy alcohol(dun ask..) but they din buy it in the end anywae....then we had to go back to civic to wait 4 da bus again but it was so bloody hot so we walked to swak club and had a drink. then we had to walk back to get to the bus.. by dat time i was wondering y i bothered to bathe dat morn...then we went to pick up out station leos n finally we were on our way to santubong...............
me n joce were in the same room n w were supposed to shere it wif 2 other gals from tawau. they were pretty nice i guess. i tot they were quite young....like f3...boy was i wrong!! they were in upper n lower six! older than me! lol~
aniwaez since we missed the opening ceremony we had lotsa time to juz wonder around. which we did! then we got back to our room to bathe n get change for 'hawaiian nite'.
wearing my 'hawaiian' clothes, i felt so bare!! coz my top was a halter n the back was very bare n my skirt was the shortest i had worn in my life!!! (i only bought dat skirt coz it was the onli thing in the whole store dat matched the top i oledi bought..n very paiseh if i din buy it since i tried on evry other skirt in the shop!) thank goodness for the leo vest! haha
since metro n arang road was in charge of security, (we wore dis red cloth tied around our wrist\arm.. dat looked like sumbody died...so ppl cud tell we were the security ppl) we had to make sure evry1 was settled. then when we had to stand aroud the tables to shush ppl. it was quite fun actually, standing around trying to look full of authority. lol~
then we made sure ppl din cut cue 4 the buffet n when we finally got to eat, all the good stuff was gone...sheila, joce n i took clams which we were struggling to pry poen n in the end lionel kindly put us out of our misery but sacrificing his hands to pry open our clams for us. lol~
after the dinner there was footloose. b4 it started, joce n i snuck away to change to clothes dat were easier to move in n when we got back (barely 15 mins) the footloose was over! wad kinda footloose was dat?! onli 15mins!
whoops! muz not 4get! i met my uncle there! he's the son of my grandpa's bro, but he's onli a few yrs older than me. he was nominated for best dressed guy! although he din win, i still tink he was the best looking...my relative mah! heheh
nvr expected to meet him there..or anywhere for dat matter.. its coz we've both lived our whole lives in kch n our paths have nvr crossed,(except during new years n other family stuff..) then when he goes of to study in curtin uni in sibu, we meet! odd...
ltr dat nite we(security) went patrolling. we were supposed to meet the arang group at block 5. but sumhow, nobody knew where was block 5...not even the person who suggested we meet there! so we had to hunt for the block. met dis dude ben when patrolling, he joined us...he's kewl, very funny!!
it was fun walking aroud being the bad guy n chasing ppl back to their rooms...not sure if the others enjoyed it..but i did! im mean!! haha
i bet it was lots more fun than being cooped up in a room, doin nth, like the ppl we chased back to their rooms had to do! =p ok, mebe they were doin sth, but its still more fun to 'kia kia'. =)
owh n we caught my uncle n his frens playing pool...then we chased them back (actually dats where we got ben from)(sorry sequence cacated) i felt bad dat my uncle still smiled at me when they were leaving.... but i tink he feels as kekok around me as i do for him. heheh
dat nite me n joce had to sleep in cletus n lionels rooms coz our key was wif the tawau gurls. actually me n joce tried to sleep. the rest were playing ps2 n chatting. then cletus's frens visited n the suasana became even more unconducive for sleeping, so i gave up trying to sleep.
then we finally decided to sleep n skip our 3am shift to patrol.(the nxt morn the arang road sed dat they din see us hMm..wonder y? we acted innocent...) at 5am sheila joce n i went to sheila's room so dat ppl wont see us in cletus's room. then since it was so frigging cold, all 4 of us squeezed into sheila n jia weis bed.(their roomates were in the other bed)
at about 6?7? we went to have breakfast. joce n i were still in our previous nites clothes...we felt so sticky n groggy. i bet the other ppl were like 'eii din even change ar dis ppl..la sap!' lol~

ok..dis is getting to long n long-winded.....i'll continue tomolo! haha
im juz typing all dis down so dat i'll have sumwhere to look to when i wanna remember wad happened in the future! good memories mah! =D

eruption

when i get angry, i just erupt....i say and do things dat i dun mean and i usually regret it ltr....
when i do dat i guess the ppl roud me get scared. but i juz wanna let u guys noe, juz let me be...i'll be fine in a while. dun take wad i say to heart. its my way of venting my anger. i let it all out so dat it'll nvr bother me again. sometimes when no1 is there 4 me to take it out on, i cry. bitter tears of anger.....but im ok after dat. wierd.. haha
i nvr let myself be down for to long. i have dis habit of pushing unpleasant things to the back of my mind and not thinkin about it. it keeps me happy most of the time, but deep down, i noe the problems are still there. but i also noe dat if i keep stressing about my problems the way some of my frens do, im bound to go crazy real soon!(not dat im not already half-way there..) when i tell myself dat im not gonna think about sth, i usually succeed in doin just dat.(dis is very unfortunate esp when i tell myself not to think about my studying when i wanna read.)
enuf about my anger. actually today was a good day. the only bad part was dinner time.....but nvm. lets not think about dat. lol
stella came over to my house today. she helped me pack for the forum and we tokked about stuff.
i felt rather distant from her when our classes were separated in f4, but after tokkin to her and catching up on alota stuff lately, i noe dat she'll always be the one i can tok anything wif....(stella, wanna bet??) lol~
i made sushi in the morn n we had dat 4 lunch. when she went back i packed sum 4 her too. since noone else in my house appreciates my food....chisssss aniwaez she also gave me sum kong pia b4 she left. it was yummy!
tomolo im gonna go to the leo forum.... i relli relli hope its fun...*sigh*
aniwaez, its late. gtg catch some zzz....