sick

sick
im sick of waiting
sick of hoping,
sick of anticipating,
sick of wishing,
sick of dissapointment,
sick of failure,
sick of dreaming,
sick of thinking,
sick of expectations,
sick of perceptions,
sick of deception,
sick of hiding,
sick of losing,
sick of despising,
sick of arrogance,
sick of pride,
sick of stupidity,
sick of studying,
sick of working,
sick of procrastination,
sick of cowardice,
sick of U!!!

goodness, im even sick with flu n cough!!

argghhh!! today was supposed to be a good day....turned out rather shitty....bad results for math, annoyingly prissy ppl, test tomolo, car came late, sis's flight delayed.....the works.
the onli bright spot of the day was dat my sis came back... but dat was dulled by the fact dat she din even get me ath......ah well, at least i dun hafta sleep alone tonite. damn...have to go sch tomolo while my sis sleeps in! no fair!!(tries to devise a way to send sis to go to sch to sit for sej test while i stay home n sleep. lol)

however sick of u i get, try as i might, i still cant give up on u~