reopening

after not posting anything for soo long i wonder if any1 still rmbrs the existence of dis blog. hehe
well...im in college now! i feel so old... im a college girl! dat sounds so...i dunno... not rite. hahaha i guess im still not used to it.
omg....i got straight a's for my spm! goodness noes how i managed dat... in sum ways i noe i deserved it, but when i tink of all those ppl dat studied so much harder than me but din get it, i feel like such a fraud...:(
lets see... wad did i do during spm study leave:
had my 1st boyfren....pak tho-ed alot,read robert jordan, slept, read blogs, chatted on9, watched tv, watched alot of movies, sms, tink about vacation to aussie, watched naruto episodes....and owh yea, study.
i went to collect my results prepared for the worst...owh yea, did i mention dat i hadnt finished memorizing the moral nilais by the time spm came? haha
anyway... i was like expecting loads of b's n even c for moral. so when i got straight a's i felt... dissapointed? like i was juz lucky, i din deserve it, i was a fraud... i even worried dat i wud have to do as well in the future! i guess dats y i wasnt as overjoyed as i was supposed to be. but i got wad i got n dats the end of it. i guess i AM smart afterall. big deal.... im failing in college...
out of 5 subjects i failed 3! arghhhh i sooo have to work harder.
summore wif a bastard out of my system, im determined to do better. so i will kambate! hahah
i tink i'll blog out my love life when i have time....juz for remembrance... he was a jerk. but 1st love is like they say, the hardest to get over. so remember girls, dun be wif sum1 juz coz they love u, u have to love them juz as much. and u deserve to be choosy for whom to give ur love to. sumtimes, they juz dun deserve it! =p