i hate study week. im home all day, alone wif nth but my own thoughts. its more than enough to drive a girl crazy. im starving, but i feel like vomiting out evry bite dat i take.





ever been relli confident about sth?
only to have ur confidence brutally shattered like a fragile piece of glass?

ever been relli optimistic n happy?
only to be thrown into the deep end where u feel like dying?

ever relli wanted sum1 to be happy?
but failed so miserably?

ever fought for sth u relli wanted?
but in the end u became an annoying nuisance?

ever lay in bed wishing sleep wud come?
only to still be wide awake hours ltr?

ever had to wait for sth?
like relli relli wait?

ever wanted to tok to sum1?
but dat sum1 was exactly the person u cudnt turn to?



im not a patient person
im very spontaneous
i usually regret it