*sigh*

i dont know how to begin.
nor do i know at which point did i go so wrong.
but what remains clear is that i wronged.
i myself crushed what was already so delicate.
there's no one to blame but myself.
im sorry.
if i could do things differently, i would.
i was to weak.
i still am.
im so ashamed.
will u ever understand?
will u ever forgive me?
will things ever be the way they were?