procrastinating


today as i was walking to sch i saw dis car which had an interesting bumper sticker. it sed

"ppl are hardworking because they dunno how to fish"

i din get it at first, but i split sec ltr it came to me. fish: catch a rich partner. haha...

anyway, im seriously beginning to tink dat africans are deaf. dat wud explain y they always tok as if they r shouting at each other n they always play music or the tv damn loud. i mean if volume 18 is loud n clear to me, y do they have to put it at volume 28?? or even until 30sth??

juz now as i was taking my shower downstairs (coz the only loo wif heater is downstairs. stupid rite? stupid landlord!) one of the africans played the tv damn loud in the tv room. at first she played sum kelly clarkson songs, then she moved onto more clubbish music... so there i was shaking my booty in the loo. lol~ anyway i dun mind the loud music when im bathing n doin other stuff dat dun need so much concentration, but when i wanna study or sleep n they play such loud music or start one of their shouting convos, i wanna bash them up! i relli dun understand y r they so deaf... i mean africa is like a dessert-ish place rite? no noise pollution...juz loads of wild animals. maybe its coz of the bombs in sierra leona (or however u spell it. -saw it in blood diamonds)

sigh sigh...got loadz of work to do but i dun feel like doin it... btw i rearraged my room again! i tink its like the 3rd time i rearranged my room since moving in. haha... there was a table in the landing dats bigger than the ones dat were in my room. (there r 2 tables in my room coz its a twin room but i wanted din wanna share so im paying for 2 ppl.) so i dragged it into my room n switched it wif one of my tables! hehe~ now i have more space to put my stuff! yay!

btw... here's sth for my dearest sis. i took it during cny but totally forgot bout it. its from sum mag... its a bit blur but readable...

lets zoom in a lil...


keanu is on the right... so UGLY!!! muahaha~

owh ya, day b4 yesterday, some ppl came over to fix my ceiling coz they kinda cracked it when they were installing the wireless. it only occurred to me to take photos for my blog after they began. so dis 1st pic is after the guy tore down a board already.


see all the wires hanging down...


my poor room.. all the grey stuff near the door is debris...


the guy's taking down another board


resulting in more debris n plaster on my poor floor :(



i tink he's 'cabut-ing' nails


he's holding the new unpainted board n the other dude's passing him a nail...

i juz realised i had no pics of the finished product n im too lazy to take anothr pic. so i guess dats it. haha~

i saw this quiz in my frens blog, n i cant resist quizes so i took it.





u've got to be kidding me... haha... as if la like im so nice. so i took the quiz twice n purposely put a few selfish answers whenever i was spoilt for choice. the result was exactly the same... i guess a AM so nice. *grins*

ps: charles take dis quiz... i wanna noe the results! hehe~

Sleep

last nite i came across the blog of a girl dat i din relli like in the past. its not dat i hated her or anything, i juz din relli like her dat much. anyway, as i read her blog, i came to sympathize with her. u see, she had been wif her bf for 2yrs but when her bf wanted to leave to perth dis yr, they broke up. prior to the breakup, her bf had already started treating her badly, like he'd make up excuses not to go out wif her n go out wif his frens instead n they'd fight n argue over every lildat although she suffered so much in dis relationship, she relli did love the guy.
all dat happened last yr. n all i noe is dat now the guy has a new gf in perth. i dunno if she has any1 now, but i hope she wont suffer as much as b4.
the point is, her blog relli got me tinking... wad if the same thing happened to me? i mean she was wif her bf for 2yrs! n my 1st yr anniversary is only juz coming up...

FAITH is stepping into the unknown, trusting dat u will either be given sth solid to step on or u will be taught to fly.


i hope i will be taught to fly! but levitation will do juz as well thank u very much. =p

i cudnt sleep last nite, i dunno if it was bcoz i read her blog or because my laptop cudnt off coz it was upgrading sth. or maybe it was coz i was too worried dat i'd wasted the whole day on9 n din do the stuff i was supposed to do. wadever it was, my laptop eventually finished upgrading n i fell asleep at about 3. it was a very light kinda sleep n i felt like a zombie in the morning. im considering sleeping now, but i've still got loads of stuff to do. i need to do my laundry, legal method assignment, read up for mooting, do criminal essay (dat was actually due today), prepare for my client interview, re-do my consti notes (coz i tried to squeeze everything onto 1 pg when it was meant for at least 2 double pages).... haihh... n to tink dat i was so free juz last week. its like once the ball rolls, it relli rolls. haha~

Ming Yuen's house party

last sat i went to ming yuen's hse party. but b4 dat i had class n then i also did my laundry. so i was feeling pretty tired b4 the party even started. anyway, i still 'prettied up' to go to the party (not many occasions to actually wear a skirt here - i cant wear a skirt to class coz i walk damn far to college.) here r the pics i took dat day.

i was waiting for the taxi coz i was gonna meet my frens in 1u then MY was gonna send us to her hse.


me, wearing the necklace n earrings dat charles sent to me all the way from aussie. (cue: aww....)


me, trying a diff pose coz my sis says i always stick my tongue out when i cam whore. =p


jia xin (JX), wei yee(WY) n i in the car. carole was in front wif MY. i look so crappy in dis photo. *sigh*


JX, carole n i


muahaha~ i did it last min so she cudnt aviod it.


( clockwise from the top left) MY, me, WY, Carole n JX


serene playing the grand piano. yes, MY has a GRAND, not baby grand piano.


WY n i pretending to play


concentrate!


carole n wy pretending they actually noe how to play chinese chess. jx looks like she's posing but she's not. haha~


me, wy, carole, serene, jeannie, florence, alif, my, jx.
alif was the only guy dat made it to the party, the rest went back to their hometowns n stuff. poor alif was teased all nite by us girls
btw, u can see in the background how big my's hse is dat it cud fit in so many tables outside.


ppl n food


err... flo posing


from a diff angle. dis time its alif posing


group pic wifout flash


playing around in MY's room


uber posers


my's cuzzie who also happened to be named wei yee. btw florence chinese name is also wei yee. i nvr knew it's such a common name!


pretending to run


RUN!!!


nice legs...


wannabe cool. haha~


line-up of beauties =p


getting ready to jump (my's garden is so lovely at nite, its even got a fountain! but its behind us)


jumping!


higher!!!


my frens playing either mahjong or the piano. i was juz shutter happy since i played neither


still playing


even my's bro's frens started playing


damn pro la them!


well, dat all the pics!

Money

In class today, my classmates n I were toking bout our bar n llb (exams we have to pass in order to become practicing lawyers) then I commented dat I’d juz prefer to be taken care of my by husband in the future. For example become a journalist for interests sake, not for the pay as the pay is definitely not as high as a lawyer’s pay. I juz meant it as wishful tinking, but they started shooting me down, saying stuff like life wasn’t a bed of roses n dat I hadn’t experienced enuf of life n I had a very ‘sampat’ tinking. In short, I feel very offended.
Hellooo… who r the one’s still living wif their parents? They buy Gucci n Prada n D&G n live out a totally pampered life n they dare tell me dat I haven’t experienced enuf of life??? They cant even cook a simple meal!!! I juz wanna live out a relaxed life wif enuf income to cover not only daily expenses, but also a few extravagant buys. Sure, loads n loads of money is welcome, but not totally necessary to live my life wif. I dun exactly need stuff like Jean Paul Gaultier to survive ya noe… sheesh!!! I sumtimes find all dis emphasis on brand names totally superficial.
Then they started telling me dat money is not exactly everything, but its still everything. N yada yada bout the value of money n how ppl will look down on those wifout money… I dunno how another wud feel in my position. But I feel dat their line of thought is so so snobbish!!! I mean, who r they to talk? Their parents buy them cars juz coz they get their driving license n some have nvr even taken any form of public transport b4!
I suppose its bcoz they were born on the lap of luxury dat they simply dun see any other alternative lifestyle. They even wanna better the kind of lifestyle dat they have now. Ok, fine, ambition is good, but u dun have to be so damn materialistic!!!
Maybe im the one who’s too optimistic, but I like my line of thoughts n im not gonna change it. Ok, I also admit that im lazy n will take the easiest way out possible whenever necessary, dats y im willing to let the main financial provider be my husband in the future. Im all for female empowerment, but sometimes, a lady’s better of juz letting the men do most of the work.
While they were saying all this, I gave up trying to clarify myself. I mean there’s nth one can do if the other side juz refuses to consider the other side of the coin. So I juz shut up. They probably tot dat they were so right dat I had nth else to say to rebutt, but I knew if I disagreed further, they wud get offended n conflicts wud start. So fine, let me be the only one dat gets insulted. After all, its always majority over minority regardless of logic n rationale.
Its funny how a lot of kch ppl find lodgians snobbish. They shud relli meet taylorians n kdu students in kl.(taylors is the most expensive college in kl and kdu is in the rich area of damansara) They tink dat swak n sabah are relli kampung-ish places n look down on east Malaysians. Its like they dun even see us as part of msia. Then they tink of themselves as so urban and ‘in’ compared to us. they’ll nvr admit all dis, but its relli apparent in the way they behave. And the thing is, the emphasis on brands is even worse overseas than here. I so hope I wont be influenced when I go to UK. I dun wanna be a snob like them!!!

smile

smile

i tend to smile n laugh alot at ppls jokes. its not like im doin it on purpose to gain favour or whatever, but i juz laugh easily.... my sis does it too... but she's way lamer. she cracks herself up all the time. literally. =p i guess its a family trait. but there are times when im like the only 1 dat sees the humour n evry1 juz stares at me... dats not so fun...:(

anyway i need to get sunglasses the nxt time im back in kch, if not i'll have crows eyes by the age of 25. haha~ its coz the sun is so blardy glaring n i have to walk in the sun everyday.

Guilty

(every since my blogskin got changed, my titles havent been appering so i decided to put my title into my posts from now on.)

every1 around me is so stressed coz of studies n i feel like im in the eye of the storm... the 1 dat feels unnaturally calm. i dunno y i nvr relli get stressed bout my studies... i guess its coz i juz dun care. but i do feel guilty dat i dun care. wierd huh? their stress makes me feel guilty. heck, even my parents r worried n they're not even sitting for the tests!
so from dis point on, i guess i gotta actually start hitting the books. *sigh* how i loathe studying. im so lazy!!! my laziness shames me! its not like i dunno dat i have to study... hell... dis is a law degree! its all about studying! haihhhhh!!! ok, i MUST study! must study!!!
my exams r nxt mth. i have no idea wads goin on, most of my assignment works were plagarism... i had better buck up. haihhhhhhhh
charles juz started his classes n he's already swamped wif work... n here i am, feeling free as a bird... gosh, the guilt!!! i guess i'll try to stop plagarizing... n start reading my text books.

diseased

my back


my arm








my legs

my calf. (yes, i noe it looks fat, but dats not the point)

bed bugs

i have been viciously attacked by bed bugs for the past 2 nights. i took a few pics of my badly bitten arms n legs n even back but i havent transfered my pics to my pendrive, so i cant upload them yet. it was so bad dat i woke up at 4am last nite scratching my body like one of those beggars on the streets dat dont bathe for weeks. worst bitten were my calves, thighs, arms (around the inner elbow area) and lower back. it was nasty! i looked so diseased wif angry red splotches all over my body! then since i cudnt sleep properly last nite, i din wake up in time for my 8am class so i juz skipped it. =p it was juz legal method anyway... a class dat i barely pay attention in. so here i am, blogging b4 my nxt class which is at 3.
in order to hopefully counter my bed bugs problem, my hse mate n i sunned my matress, comforter, pillow n bolster from 10am to 2.30pm. they had better be dead! blasted insects from hell!!! hate them! worst come to worst, i'll have to wear insect repellant to bed. how sad is dat!

clubbing

i miss dancing... damn. haha~ ballet ppl who r relli deprived of dancing start wanting to go clubbing. which is ironic coz ballet is so disciplined n clubbing is wild. but its the only place where we can dance n also be wif others who dance too. it doesnt matter if the styles r diff.
i'll admit it here n now dat as a ballet dancer, i love the way my body moves at times. theres sth juz hypnotic in the way bodies can move n sway.
with ballet, its all about elongation, every move we make is meant to display our bodies in its best light. in ballet, displaying our body in its best light means making all our limbs look longer n more graceful; fingers, legs, arms n even our necks are gracefully protrayed to look elongated. thus ballet dancers become vain n when dancing always wanna show our best, most beautiful moves dat can attract ppls attention. dis is true especially for performing dancers.
i sound so narcissistic. lol~ but i do like a lil attention when im dancing, i guess it becomes kind of an expectation when 1 is used to seeing a crowd of ppl watching when we perform on stage. but im more into being part of the crowd when clubbing rather than the spotlight dancer. hehe~ i guess i dun have dat kind of confidence. i can do it on stage, but off it, no way. part of the reason is coz when one is on stage, its all about the dance ure performing. u feel good about the dance n u wan the audience to feel the positive vibes. but when clubbing, its no longer a mask to put on, its a time to juz enjoy dancing.
i sound like such a pro at clubbing huh? truth is, i've nvr relli clubbed b4. i mean i've been to taylors' parties n stuff where they have a dj, strobe lights, the works, but dat cant be considered clubbing... it was in the mph for goodness sake. lol... then there was the post-prom dancing, but dat was also under taylors. i have been to 'the office' in padungan b4 but we mostly drank n hung about. there wasnt much of a dance floor. and i guess dats about it. haha... almost went to mc3 but was too drunk. but i have got a feel of clubbing from the parties n now i relli crave n wanna go clubbing. i wanna dance my heart out. n if u tink im gonna dnce ballet when clubbing, u muz be deranged. =p

dun worry darling, i wont go clubbing in kl. i'll try to wait till u come back n bring me k? ;)