daddy

daddy, happy fathers day! eventho u dun read my blog. hehe~
but if u did, i wouldnt dare to blog bout wad im gonna blog bout now.

anybody saw the digi ad? the one where the girl feels like her dad doesnt care about her, but when she left her hometown to work, he finally called her and sed he was and had always been proud of her. it made my eyes water. i noe my daddy loves me.

warning: this is gonna be relli emo...



daddy,

im sorry for all the times i've hurt u. n i noe dats MANY MANY times.

im sorry i always talk back to u. im so rude some times that even i feel like slapping myself.

im sorry im always impatient wif u. it makes it even worse when you're patient with me in return. coz i noe how impatient u can be n how hard u muz be holding back in order to be patient wif me.

im sorry i cant be as hard working and as thrifty as cherie or as considerate as chump.

im sorry i always make u n mum worry.

im sorry i din make an effort to be closer to u earlier. now im here n ure there...

im sorry dat i sometimes choose hanging out wif my frens over doing things wif u. like the time u were willing to teach me driving but i went out wif my frens instead.

im sorry i'll nvr have the courage to say any of this to u.

you noe i love u, dont u?

when i say i love u daddy, i mean it. i dun say it just as an obligation.

happy fathers day daddy!