juz vhen i thought i'd found some one i cud place my faith in, he proves me wrong.
y does this happen again n again?
will i ever learn?

i give my heart vhole,
i dun give it in bits and pieces,
so when it breaks,
my whole heart shatters,
i've tried to defend myself,
but it backfired

i can only blame myself

love juz isnt meant for me.
im not lovable
just ask any of my ex-es.
all their feelings "faded"

its not even like may bfs were random guys,
the ones dat relli tore me apart we're my most trusted friends.
one, was always there for me through my ups and downs.
he was my bestest friend
we spent every free moment together.
the other was a childhood friend.
he bullied me when we were younger
now, this kind of bullying is worse.

i only want to love n be loved.
is dat too much to ask?
y am i always the one getting hurt?

i wanna let go.
just let go of everything.
every touch, every look, every sound, every word, every kiss.

i wanna hate them
but i cant.
not while i still care so much for them.

i gave him up for u
i chose u
y were u so considerate if it was just a passing fling?
next time u wanna confess ur feelings to some one, be sure of ur feelings 1st.
dont go sooting ur mouth off, making promises u cant keep
u'll hurt somebody
the way u hurt me.

and guys,
if u ever stop loving sum1,
tell it to them straight.
dont avoid them n make them puzzle things out themselves

be a man
do the right thing ;)