thoughts currently running thru my head

omfg!!!
i juz did the stupidest most embarrassing thing ever!

on facebook, i received an email from D asking me to add him into my msn. so i sent him an invite. a few seconds later, i realised dat he'd already added me into msn n i'd accepted several days ago. *malu*

gawd, who invites someone whos already a contact? *digs hole and hides*

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i've grown weary of asking u the same questions. again and again u deny it. do u tink lying to me wud lessen the hurt? or does it just assuage ur guilt? cant u tell me the truth and get it over with?

its been a long time since i was scarred, but still it hurts. i've learnt to push away the pain till its a dull throbbing. but still, its there. and it breaks to the surface every now and then, leaving me broken.

*pushes away unhappy thoughts and faces the world with a smile again* :)