Tuesday, November 13, 2007

coward?

i wrote out a whole rant then deleted it. somehow it seemed foolish. EVERYTHING i do seems foolish. -_-"

there was alot of alcohol within my grasp tonite, i had a fleeting impulse of drinking myself silly, but nah... i HATE being drunk. its never worth it.

i wanna whine, wanna lament, wanna rant. but will it make a difference?

i dont mean to keep silent, i formulate words in my mind, but when i lift my head and open my mouth, nothing comes out.
im not a very silent person, im usually very vocal when im speaking my mind. but with certain matters, my tongue turns to concrete.

i think its called cowardice.

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so sorry for the recent flood of emo posts!
i have a feeling this flood is not gonna abate anytime soon, but i do have a threat treat for all u picture loving readers tomorrow!
;)

2 comments:

iwan c.m.n. said...

its okay amy. Sometimes I'm like that, typed some paragraphs, then deleted all cause it seemed stupid or stuff. I hold to one thing that I heard when I was a child,

"one word you hold back which you'll feel bad about saying it later on cures your emotion".

but ahaha it doesnt make sense but i think it works. :) Have a nice day amy!

amb3r1te said...

haha~
thanx iwan!
i have no idea what that sentence means, but im sure i'll find out one day when im more mature.
now only little girl mar! =p
have a great day!

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