when im supposed to be studying

i had an odd dream last night.
it involved an ex, a random girl, lots of running, and happiness. the wierdest combination ever!

every time it happens, she tells herself never again.
never again will she fall for the same lies,
never again will she allow herself to go through the same shit.
and yet she knows as well as everyone else around her,
that in weeks or maybe months,
she would fall for all that nonsense all over again.
she wants so much to believe in its authenticity,
that she'll let herself get hurt,
over and over again.
if only it all proved true,
just once,
then all the previous hurt and heartache would be worth it.


that kinda reminds me of something another blogger wrote not too long ago. but before u accuse me of plagiarism and not linking the blogger, its because i've forgotten what the blogger was writing about and i cant find the post anymore. which kinda makes me think that i dreamt the whole thing up -_-"

ahh!!! study study study! wth am i doing emo-ing here???